Secret bomb

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Sunggyu is not crying, as usual, he never cries. Sungjong feels despair, Howon cant really say anything. 

It gets worse when Sunggyu tries his best to explain Muyngsoos decision. Now Sungjong knows that he is angry and Howon too. Probably they want to kill Myungsoo... and life, because this is so unfair.

Sunggyu who deserved a perfect, PERFECT, partner and a perfect family, in their old family home because he deserves to keep it more than any of them, is now pregnant and looking to be a single father. And he will have to deal with a multimillionair man-child, and the look of others and the responsability of making his child happy and doing it all with a broken heart. Again with a broken heart.

"Why did you let him go so easy?"

"What shouldve I done? Our...relationship is over and well, I cant make him want to have a baby or to be a father or to marry me. Also I need to be fine", Howon clenches his teeth.

"Yes, you have to be ok, you both have to. Look we are gonna get through this no matter what, we always do, the three of us, well now the four", Sungjong says and puts his hand on his brothers belly. "We are gonna have to get on a schedule to help in the company and everything will be fine. We cant worry about what Myungsoo wants or can or cant do". Howon sighs angryly.

Sunggyu asks them to not take sides, especially Sungjong, he also tells Howon to remember their economical situation and that this cant effect their business relationship with the Jungs. It but it is what it is.

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Myungsoo tells Changmin first, the older brother cant with his brothers lives.

"But you cant just disappear"

"I dont want to be a father, he said...he said it was ok..."

"But is it ok? Is that really what you want? I mean, I undestand your situation with him is over, but do you really want to miss on being a father?", does he? He sees Karam and all his domestic life, he doesnt identify with that, with dippers, botles, a crying baby is not the reason why he wants to stay up at night. Yes he knows how it sounds, he knows that this look on his brothers eyes means disappointment. "When are you gonna tell our parents?", Myungsoo sighs. "I cant believe your attitude. He mightve let you go but it doesnt mean that you can actually go, for one I want to have a relationship with that child and its our parents grandchild, this is not your problem only. And for the record, I think you are making a mistake that you will regret. I mean", sigh, "...I do get that you are in shock but take your time and really think about it, dont stress over bull, he doesnt ask anything from you so you have time, you also have the right to take your time...but, think about it carefully, because later, when and if your child has to choose, he or she might not choose and it will be his or her right".

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"How is he?", Changmin asks Sungjong who is snuggling in his arms.

"He says he is fine, but I know he is not. This is not what he wanted or dreamed of, he doesnt deserved this", Changmin feels guilty and embarrased.

"Im really sorry love. I talked to Myungsoo. I think he is crazy and stupid. But I also think that he is shocked. I hope that he might go back to his senses. I want to have a relationship with the baby, if thats ok with your brother. Im also sure my parents will want that too". Sungjong kisses him. "I hope that this wont affect us...I love you and I promise you Im not my brother...", he gets more kisses.

"I know that. Ive always known that you are a different person. And they are also two grown men and they both shouldve known better. Im sad about my brother, not for the pregnancy. Im happy about that, a baby will be cute".

"I hope it looks like its uncle", Changmin says and kisses his boyfriends nose. 

"How could they be so dumb. I actually thought they loved eachtother".

"I think they do".

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Yunho gets a hold of a rumor regarding Lee CEOs health, he doesnt ask much, Sunggyu doesnt tell. He kind of trust that Sunggyu himself will tell him if its bad or complicated. Changmin hadnt say anything either so it must be just rumors.

"Do you know anything about Lee Sunggyu?", Myungsoos soul jumps inside his body.

"No, why?", the answer is authomatic and its a lie.

"Some secretaries say that he has been feeling ill lately, has been working from home", that thing burning Myungsoos stomach is guilt.

"I had no clue".

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For one Myungsoo has the decency of feeling emberrased by himself. So Sunggyu is suffering and sick, and Myungsoo is here feeling sorry for himself. There is a feeling that he wants to do the right thing,that he wants to be a good person, but he holds back. And he does it for a long time.

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Lolz I knew it since Weekly Idol https://www.allkpop.com/article/2017/09/super-juniors-heechul-shows-off-his-friendship-with-bts-suga

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bluelegacy
#1
Chapter 40: Re-reading this story again for 7th time....i think. I love the story so much. Karma points for this beautiful story and minjong pairing ~♥~
bluelegacy
#2
Their pairing name can be "minjong"!! How is it? ^__^
bluelegacy
#3
Chapter 40: Wow!! I just loved it... I was here for Changmin and Sungjong... But I enjoyed every character's life in this story. Love your writing style.. I hope you will write more for ChangminXSungjong Pairing... I actually find them very cute, is it weird? Anyways please write more <3
magnoliafrankie #4
Chapter 40: Thanks so much for this great story!! Hope to see more stories from you especially if they have sungjong since he's my bias lol.
magnoliafrankie #5
Chapter 39: Aww I'm sad this story is over. This was seriously one of the few stories that I got excited when I saw there was an update. Thanks so much for writing it and sharing it. I really like your writing style. And even though the pairing of sungjong and changmin is so unconventional and uncommon, it turned out amazingly and I totally found myself rooting so much for them. Their relationship and love for each were so amazing!!
Neng2ovid #6
Chapter 40: WOnderful story please write little story about their lives in future.
Neng2ovid #7
Chapter 38: Good yeh Ok guy got what he deserved. I still Changmin beat the living daylights out of him though
magnoliafrankie #8
Chapter 38: I'm so glad that Taecyeon is finally locked away where this psycho belongs. At least something good came out of his obsession with sungjong although it must've been so traumatizing for him but he is probably so elated that Taecyeon is finally in jail. It was great that everyone teamed up to get him arrested. And wow sungjong is already 6 months along!! The baby is going to come soon. So sweet that they're going to be parents. I love their relationship! Thanks for the fast updates!!
Neng2ovid #9
Chapter 37: Good now everybody is after the Ok guy.