we were so beautiful
Description
we were so beautiful. myungsoo/sungjong. rated g. angsty, sort of.
inspired by this and this. also this moment in showtime when sungjong hugged myungsoo from behind during one of their rehearsal, and a verse from Beast's You lyrics. title was taken loosely from myungsoo's caption for his latest update on IG. l o l.
note: pssst, it's been 1 year and 10 months since i last wrote a myungjong. so please cut me some slack, y/y? :) also. a shoutout to deliberatemistake! how've you been?
Foreword
Really, he should've known better - he ought to, after spending the last few years playing this game Myungsoo now isn't sure he actually ever knows how to.
Sungjong has been more than fair to warn him right from the start, making it clear to Myungsoo about what to expect, and infatuated as he might be, Myungsoo knew what he was signing up for. But if there's one thing he always prides himself on, it's his perseverance, and Myungsoo was confident then he could eventually turn things around as long as he kept on trying.
He isn't all that confident now, though, his perseverance crumbling beneath the weight of pain Sungjong has managed to inflict over the years, the same kind of pain he has gotten used to but still wounds him each time as if it's the first time.
The pain of finding yourself believing something to be real when it's not.
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