No one ever sees, no one feels the pain. Teardrops in the rain~

Yuki turned off the radio. That song... that song always hit a nerve whenever she heard it. It would make her blood boil and she would always have the urge to punch something.

"Yuki, why'd you turn off the radio? I'm scouting for interesting groups," Ichi, her brother, said from the kitchen. "And don't break anything, please, most of my stuff cost a lot you know."

"I have a rich insensitive brother. Just my luck," Yuki muttered. She the radio. Fortunately the song was over. She sighed and went back to her guitar.

This was her life every Sunday, in her brother's condo. He always insisted she come over, it was supposed to be their quality time together.

"Besides, Sunday is my day off and I hardly see you coz you have school and lives and all," was what he used as an excuse along with those puppy dog big brother eyes of his.

Ichi was a musical director/producer. He was becoming a hit in the music industry, that's why he was always busy. He made it a point to spend time with her though, which made Yuki very greatful.

"Voila, lunch is served."

Daeji bulgogi. Yuki's favorite. Though Ichi would always that it's also the favorite food of men in the military.

Halfway through lunch...

"You know, you can't just turn the radio off forever every time you hear that song. And those other songs too, in fact."

"Oppa, can we not talk about this?" Yuki put down her utensils. Somehow she'd lost her appetite.

Ichi sighed. He knew he couldn't push farther than that. He loved Yuki but he couldn't take his sister's sadness anymore.

"I know you're sad--"

"Sad? I'm not. How can you say that I'm sad when I'm ready to punch the living daylight out of something?" She cut in. She couldn't stand it any more. She knew she was sad but she doesn't like to admit it.

After all, it was all his fault, not Ichi's, not Yuki's....

He was the one who left. He didn't have the right to make those sad songs, those songs that had moved many to tears, full of emotion.

"How dare he..." she said. Yuki turned to the desk, where there was a photo of her, her oppa and a smiling black-haired boy.

"How dare you, Lee Jonghyun."