Everyone is ready in their position for filming the 'Only Love' Music video for SMTown winter album 2007

"everyone, stand with your partner, we're gonna take single shots each group after that group singing" the PD said

"annyeong" Donghae greet Yoona and stand beside her

"neh annyeonghaseo oppa" she said and smile

"we've practice yesterday right? now we have to do our best! fighting!" Donghae said

"neh oppa! Fighting ^^" Yoona said 

the filming went well and they're taking a break before re taking another group singing 

"annyeong" Leeteuk greet Taeyeon who's drinking

"ah.. annyeonghaseo sunbae-nim" Taeyeon bows

"aigoo, we need to start talking informally now" he said

"neh?" Taeyeon look surprised

"call me oppa, since we're both still the hoobae in this company we need to support each other"

"i can't be comfortable with the group if i'm not close with the leader as well, right.. Taeyeon-ah?" he said informally to her

Taeyeon smile and nodded "neh oppa" 

"and if you need someone to talk about this being a leader stuff, you can talk to me.. ok?" he said

"neh.. gomawo leeteuk oppa" she said 

 

The filming is finally done and it's already late so everyone go straight back to their dorms except for super junior and snsd since their manager still have something to do they need to stay at the practice room first

"So nyuh shi dae, Super Junior sunbae-nim... our manager oppa just told me we need to wait here before going back to dorms" Taeyeon inform everyone when she enter the room with Leeteuk

"yes and if anyone want to go out, please inform me or taeyeon first arrasso?" Leeteuk said and everyone nodded 

"Taengoo, i'm going to trainee's practice room ok?" Jessica said

"ok.. don't take to long sica" she said

"neh" Jessica said and she walk out the room 

Donghae who's sitting with Kyuhyun and Yoona is looking at the door

"whae oppa?" Yoona ask

"Jessica... where's she going?" he ask

"maybe visiting her sister in the trainee room" Yoona said

"she often do that" she said

"she's close with her sister?" Kyuhyun ask

"neh.. after her sister become a trainee she often visit her" Yoona said

"Yoona.. is that your maknae?" Kyuhyun ask when he see Seohyun sitting alone

Yoona nodded "she's a little hard to be close to people she doesn't know very well" she said

"i'm gonna go to her ... see if she wants to join us here" Kyuhyun said and she stand up

"is Kyuhyun oppa always that nice?" Yoona ask

"no! i'm actually surprised to see him being like that" Donghae said

"anyway oppa... how are you with our Jessica eonni?" Yoona ask

"neh?! whae.. she's just my friend" he said

"eeyy oppa don't lie, SNSD knows about your relationship with her" she said

"huh? you knew?" he ask

"neh, all of us, we never keep a secret from our members... wait.. your members don't know?" Yoona ask and Donghae look down

"only Kyuhyun.. because he's my roomate and i can tell him everything" Donghae said

"oppa.. i know it's none of my bussiness but.. i think you better tell your members, you don't want to keep a secret from your family right?" she said and Donghae look at her

 

"Annyeong" Kyuhyun said awkwardlly 

"Annyeonghaseo.." Seohyun stand up and bow

"what are you doing here sitting alone? come join us" he said pointing and Yoona and Donghae

"anio.. i'm ok, thank you sunbae-nim" she said

"just call me oppa, we're both maknae right?" he said and Seohyun laugh slowly 

"neh... oppa" she said

"why are you here alone? eveyone is talking and sharing with their sunbae, come on don't be stranger" Kyuhyun said and Seohyun just smile

"you wanna take a walk?" he said

"neh? but taeyeon eonni and Leeteuk sunbae - -"

"sometimes you gotta break the rules" Kyuhyun said

 

Kyuhyun and Seohyun enter a room full of stuffs and it's messy 

"come here" Kyuhyun close the door 

"what is this place?" Seohyun ask 

"this is a place for..." Kyuhyun said and he take a clothes from a shelve 

"oh.. omo.. this is snsd's costume for into the new world video!" Seohyun said and she take the shirt from Kyuhyun

"yes and this is from Super Junior's first MV" Kyuhyun said and he show Seohyun the jacket

"is this from DBSK sunbaenim?!" she ask when she take out a vest and Kyuhyun nodded

"oh so this is the place for our stuffs" Seohyun said

"how do you know this place?" she ask and she sit on a chair there next to Kyuhyun

"it was one night i practice until night and the janitor hyung still cleaning and he's inside here i heard him cleaning and i open the door, he said this room is not used and i ask him if i can use this room and he said yes so he gave me the keys" Kyuhyun said

"keys?" Seohyun ask and Kyuhyun nodded

"i don't know why there are 2 keys for this room, maybe a spare" he said

"so what do you use this room for?" she ask

"i don't know, random stuff.. if i wanted to be alone i came here, clear my mind... beside.." Kyuhyun said and he stand up

Kyuhyun stand on a table and open a big window on top of the wall 

"come here" he said and seohyun stand up on the table and they both get out from the window and sit on the rooftop behind the building

"waah... it's beautiful here!! oppa how do you manage to find this place?" she ask

"i was bored.. and i came here but it was a hot day so i open the window and see if i can sit on the roof and... i can" he said

"the stars shine so bright from here" she said 

"yes it is..." he said

"so why do you bring me here?" she ask

"um.. actually i want to talk to you about your.. condition" he said

"i know what it's like ti be the maknae of a group especially you.. now you're the maknae of this company right" he said 

"i know it's awkward or hard to talk to someone older than you but... you shouldn't hide" he said

"it's not.. that oppa, i'm.. since i was a trainee i only got one friend" she said

"lee hwanhee, she was my only friend, i was a trainee when i was 12 years old and hwanhee is the only girl with the same age as me during that days, i never talk to anyone except here until one showcase we're convince that we're gonna debut in the same group but when i see my name on SNSD... i didn't see hers" Seohyun said and tears form in her eyes 

"i felt guilty to her and we both just cried together in the bathroom, i can't even see her face that time" she said

"it's just hard for me to be with people different age with me.. especially older" she said

"trust me, i know the feeling" he said

"you know i didn't debut with SJ right?" he said and Seohyun nodded

"there were already 12 members and they add me so it became 13" he said

"it's a very very large amount of people, 13 people to be in the same dorm, at first no one excepted me" he said

"huuh? jinja?" Seohyun ask and Kyuhyun nodded

"only Donghae hyung, do you know that i didn't have a bed for 7 months after i live in the dorm?" he ask and Seohyun jaw drops

"i sleep on Donghae and Sungmin hyung's bedroom floor for 7 months" he said 

"and Leeteuk hyung always yell at me everytime i did a mistake but... that one time when we first win our k-chart i was so happy i wanted to cry but i feel like it's not my place to cry because i didn't work hard as the other members.. but leeteuk hyung hug me and said 'Kyuhyun you worked hard' and i burst out in tears... that's when i finally feels like i belong to Super Junior" he said

"omo... really? oppa, you're so strong if i were you i wouldn't be able to be strong like you" she said

"so.. you should be more open to us ok? we're sm family right? i don't like seeing you sitting alone while others are talking.. because i know how it feels" he said and Seohyun smile

"arasso... jeongmal gomawo oppa" she said 

"i think we have to go back now" he said 

Seohyun and Kyuhyun get back in the room and Kyuhyun close the window

"ah right Seohyun-ah" Kyuhyun call Seohyun before she get out

"neh?" she ask

"here" Kyuhyun give seohyun a key

"i give the other key to you, you may want to clen up your mind ... you can use this room" he said

"oppa..." she said

"but let's keep this our little secret ok? not even my members know about this place" he said

"neh... gomawo oppa... really" Seohyun said 

 

"she didn't tell you anything?" Leeteuk ask Taeyeon while they're walking around the hallways searching for their maknae

"no.. i told you i didn't see her left" she said 

"seohyun-ah where are you" Taeyeon said

"Hyung" Someone said, Taeyeon and Leeteuk turn around and see Seohyun and Kyuhyun walking together

"YAH! MAKNAE! WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?! I'VE BEEN LOOKING ALL OVER FOR YOU!!" Taeyeon said and walk to them followed by Leeteuk

"ah.. mianhae eonni... i was..- -"

"she was with me, i ask her to acompanny me taking a glass of water..." Kyuhyun said

"yah kyuhyun-ah, you should've told us first, taeyeon said it before right? you can't go out without our permission" he said

"aigoo, please follow your eonni's instruction arrasoo? if the manager come back and you're not there... i'm the one who's gonna be blamed" Taeyeon said

"neh... mianhae eonni, jeongmal mianhae" Seohyun said and she look down

"gwenchana, now go back to practice room" Taeyeon said and Seohyun bow to them and walk to the practice room followed by kyuhyun 

Seohyun and Kyuhyun enter the practice room, Leeteuk and Taeyeon are still outside

"gwenchana.. she's here now" Leeteuk said and he patted Taeyeon's back

"neh.. i am really protective towards her... she's still so young now" she said

"yes but i see you're doing a great job" he said

"how's the other members?" he ask

"good... during early debut days they're still so fragile and easily cry" she said

"but now things are getting better, we're closer and we're closer to our sunbae too especially to super junior sunbae" Taeyeon said

"and of course Jessica and Donghae" Taeyeon said and laugh

"huh..? why Jessica and Donghae?" Leeteuk ask and Taeyeon's laugh stop

"wait... you dont.... omo.." Taeyeon shock as she covers

"are they....." Leeteuk ask 

"oppa.. i'm..i don't... wait oppa!" Taeyeon call him but Leeteuk ignore and walk to the practice room

Leeteuk walk to find Donghae but he run into Jessica who just get back from the trainee practice room

"oh annyeonghaseo" Jessica greet him

"ah sica.. can you wait here? i need to talk" Leeteuk said

"with me?.. ah ok" Jessica said and she sit on a couch in front of the practice room

Leeteuk walk in the practice room and search for Donghae

"Donghae-ah" Leeteuk call

"neh hyung?" Donghe ask

"come here, i need to talk to you" he said and Donghae who's sitting with Yoona, Seohyun and Kyuhyun stand up

"whae hyung?" Donghae ask

"i need you to explain" Leeteuk said

"about what?" he ask 

Leeteuk open the door and there's Jessica sitting there with Taeyeon

"this" he said and Donghae look shocked 

"h-h-..hyung" he said and he walk out the practice room 

"sit first" Leeteuk said and Donghae sit beside Jessica

Leeteuk sit next to Taeyeon and look at them

"how long?" he ask

Donghae and Jessica look at each other

"3 years ... on and off" he said

"3 years?! we haven't even debut for that long" Leeteuk said

"we have been dating since we're trainee hyung..." he said

"so you've been lying from we debut until now?" he said

"i did not lie! i just don't tell" he said

"it's the same!" Leeteuk said

"oppa.." Taeyeon said

"i can't believe this, what are you trying to do?!" Leeteuk said

"leeteuk oppa.." Taeyeon call him but he still ignore

"are you trying to betray your group?" he said ignoring Taeyeon

"YAH! LEETEUK-SSI!!" Taeyeon call him and the 3 of them look shock at Taeyeon for calling him with his name 

"i'm sorry but you ignored me, i need to talk first.. please" Taeyeon said and she stand up followed by Leeteuk

 

"why?" she ask

"what?" Leeteuk ask

"if they're dating. so what? like you can forbid them" she said

"it's not professional" he said

"yes, i know. the company said it's not professional but are you his company? no.. you're his hyung... his brother his family" she said

"there's nothing you can do about it, you know it.. even if you spend tonight by yelling at him for telling him it's wrong to keep a secret you know he'll still date jessica no matter what" she said

Leeteuk sigh

"try to be more understandable..." she said and she left

 

"i'm sorry.." Donghae said

"this is only Leeteuk oppa, can you imagine if the company ever finds out?!" Jessica ask

"i know... i don't even know how he finds out" Donghae said

"he's gonna be mad at me too right? this is not what i want Donghae, i don't want my sunbae to hate me because i make one of lied to him" she said

"i did not lie sica, i just don't tell" he said

"yes i know but it's the same and still i don't want him to hate me for dating you" she said

"so what do you want now?" he said

"i don't know what i want" she said

"i just don't want this relationship to ruined my career or my relationship with my other sunbae..." she said

"so what now sica?" he ask

"you want us to end this? you want to break up?" he ask

Jessica look down and sigh " i don't know" she said

"what?" Donghae ask

"i don't know..." she said

"you.... you said to me yesterday you didn't want to break up and now you want to?" he said

"i didn't say i want to, i said i don't know" she said

"that means you're confuse.. half of you don't want to but half of you want to right?!" he ask

"maybe....more than half" she said and Donghae look at her with surprised face

"i'm sorry...." Jessica said 

"no.... no we're just not thinking right now, please.." Donghae said

"i'll call you ok" Donghae said and he get inside the practice room

"why.. where's donghae?" Leeteuk ask when she and Taeyeon walk back

Jessica just point at the door while still looking down, Taeyeon give leeteuk a sign to left them and Leeteuk get in the practice room

"gwenchana?" Taeyeon ask

"eonni when will manager oppa finish? i wanna go back to the dorm now please" she said and tears fall down her face

"sica..." Taeyeon said when she see her cry.. it's so unusual for her to cry 

"it's just so hard" Jessica said and she look down while covering her face

"as soon as we go back to the dorm, you can tell me everything ok? ok? now please.. just for a few minutes i'm sure manager oppa will be done" Taeyeon said and she take Jessica inside 

Jessica and Taeyeon enters the room with Jessica's eyes still filled with tears and everyone look at them 

Leeteuk give a sign for everyone to look away and ignore Jessica 

"eon..eonni.." Seohyun said 

Donghae stand up and walk to Taeyeon and Jessica

but Taeyeon give a sign for him not to get closer, Donghae sigh and walk out the room and sit on the couch covering his face as tears fall down

"Donghae oppa" Yoona said and Donghae look up

"neh?" he said and he fake a smile

"gwenchana, sica eonni can be hard, but i know it'll get better" Yoona said

"no... not this time, i feel like this time she really mean what she said" he said

"what did she say?" she ask

"more than half of her what to break up with me" he said as he hold back his tears

"oppa.... you really love him do you?" she ask

"yeah.... crazy right? how love can be so much yet painful" he said and Yoona look down

 

 

 

*SNSD's Dorm*

"i don't know... i just, i feel like.. no it's more like the more time goes by the less feelings i have for him" Jessica said

"i know... i know it's all my fault but i can't make myself better to him like i use to" she said to SNSD who's having 5 minutes talk in the living room

"i don't want to be with him anymore" she said

"eonni.." Seohyun said

"have you told him about that?" Taeyeon ask and Jessica nodded

"not everything, i said... more than half of me want to break up" she said

"and what did he say?" Hyoyeon ask

"he said.. he said i'm not thinking clearly and he said no.." Jessica said

"it seem like he still want to be with you" Yuri said

"that's why it's hard for me Yuri-ah" Jessica said 

"i know, i know i'm a bad person to treat him this way but i can't force my feelings" Jessica said 

everyone stays in silent..

"i think it's bed time, we have early schedule tomorrow" Taeyeon said and everyone stand up and hug Jessica

"we'll support every desicion you'll make" Taeyeon said and kiss Jessica's head

"i think i'm gonna sleep later, i want to stay here for a while" Jessica said and everyone get in their rooms except Jessica and Yoona

"eonni.." Yoona said and sit next to Jessica

"can i talk to you?" she ask and Jessica nodded slowly

"how many times you fight with Donghae oppa lately?" she ask

"a lot..." Jessica said

"is it for the same reason?" Yoona ask and Jessica nodded

"is it your fault eonni? it it because you ignore him?" she ask

"yes... " Jessica said

"and... how many times he forgive you when you said 'sorry'?" Yoona ask and Jessica look at her

"he.... he always forgive me" Jessica said and Yoona nodded

"now can you do the same for him? give another chance?" Yoona said and Jessica stay in silent

Yoona stand up and walk to hte room but she turn around and look at Jessica who's still sitting in silent

"eonni..." Yoona said

"You don't know how much he loves you.." Yoona said and she walk in her room and see Yuri already sleep

Yoona sit on her bed.....  it's ok Yoona...he's happy. and that's enough. 

 

*Super Junior's Dorm*

Donghae told all members about his relationship with Jessica and now all members are already in their rooms 

Donghae sit on her bed while Kyuhyun already sleep on his own bed

Donghae was about to turn off the light when his phone suddenly rings 

"Jessica?" He said when he see Jessica's name on the screen

Donghae walk to the living room and answer 

"hello?" he said

"Donghae-ah" Jessica's soar voice said

"will you.... forget everyting i said earlier and pretend those things never happpen?" she said and Donghae hear Jessica cry on the phone 

"Jessica.."

"i'm sorry...." she said

"you were right, i wasn't thinking and now that i am... i think what i said was stupid" she said

"will you forgive me.... again" she said

"yes.... yes it's not your fault" he said 

"i love you.." he said

 

*SNSD's Dorm*

Jessica hang up the phone after long talk with Donghae

Jessica sigh and tears roll down her face

Donghae.. the more you're nice to me, the more it hurts me knowing i can't love you as much as before... now i love you less than before and i don't even know why