Things I Wish I Knew (Before You Broke My Heart)
Description
Jongin is perpetually in love with Kyungsoo until, one day, he's not.
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1. He is going to break your heart.
2. Don’t listen to him when he says he’ll never leave. Six months from the moment he says “I love you” for the first time, you will find yourself falling apart on the bathroom floor when he kisses the pretty blonde.
3. You will spend your entire summer trying to forget what his mouth tastes like. You will be riding in the car on the way to the beach with your friends and you will taste his tongue. Chew a piece of gum. It’ll be okay.
4. Kissing boys with the same smile as him will not make the heartache go away. In fact, it will make it worse.
5. You’re going to see him again, but this time he will not say hello. He will walk past you as if he never knew you, and your chest will cave in. Don’t let him know it got to you.
6. You will try, but you won’t be able to listen to your favorite record anymore, because it will remind you of that night he kissed your entire body. Turn it off and go to sleep.
7. Six months will pass by and you’ll realize you haven’t cried. You will look in the mirror and be able to see yourself without imagining his arms wrapped around your waist.
8. It’s going to hurt for a long time, baby girl. But you’ll fall in love again. You’ll find someone else to kiss you goodnight.
- Things I wish I knew before you broke my heart
Hi hunnies! This will have a few chapters. It'll have mature content coming up and all that yadiya so read cautiously! ^___^
A disclaimer that the fic probably won't have . Just...overly suggestive descriptions so take my statement as a grain of salt ahahahah.
I legitimately only started writing this because I really thought it would be incredibly cute. Don't mind me!!!
The prompt for every chapter is inspired by this beautiful piece of writing, huhu. Go have a read of the rest of her stuff!
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Enjoy, thanks for reading the first chapter and I hope you'll wait for the rest!
PS: Y'ALL I REALLY CRIED WHEN I SAW THAT GIF LI K E ARE U FOR REAL SKFJGHKS
Foreword
They were high school sweethearts, together for five years and living together for two, and the weight of the situation didn't dawn on Kyungsoo until he sinks into his mattress--crying out the bile that he found hard to force down his throat.
It feels like an eternity of boxes being taped up and zippers of bags being closed before there is a few soft knocks on his door, not nearly persistent enough for Kyungsoo to fall back into his (ex) boyfriend's strong arms. So he keeps his side planted on crumpled, white linens and opts to continute sobbing into his damp pillowcase.
It doesn't help.
It smells of musk.
It smells like him.
"I'm sorry, Kyungsoo..."
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