I'm sorry I left you,
I hate goodbyes.
I wish I were enough,
To stay by your side.

To show you I love you,
Without any fear,
The concept is foreign to me,
I can't see it clear.

I wish I were stronger,
To keep you happy and smiling,
But I am weak inside,
And I break down crying.

You aren't supposed to comfort me,
It should be me watching for you,
But we both know it isn't working,
And neither of us know what to do.

Sometimes I wish we were born somewhere else,
Maybe we could have even been someone else.
Where nothing really mattered and no one cared,
Where no one minded what exactly we felt.

In a world where it didn't matter
If we were together or not,
But that isn't where we live, 
And I'm afraid we have to stop.

I love you so much,
And I know you feel the same,
But I am so very sorry,
That we were born gay.

I won't say goodbye,
That much I won't do,
Because I'll see you again,
Be it in a month, a year or two.

You'll always have a place
Within my beating heart,
And as long as you want,
We'll never be apart.

But so long my friend, my lover, my dear,
It is time to move on, away from this place.
I'll carve you into my mind, your kiss and touch,
Your laugh, your smile, your hands and face.