The Survivors

The Colourful You & The Colourless I
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The melancholic monsoon has hit South Korea. However, as life goes on no matter what, Seoul is bustling with its loyal crowd, that keeps it alive and awake.

Seoul never sleeps.

Neither do some of its habitants.

They seem to be one of them.

Resting his forehead on the cold glass window, with his eyes closed, his hearing has only two sounds in focus. The sound of rain and the steady beeping sound of a heart monitor.

His heart is saying the silent prayers with every beat that is beating in his and the other chest.

Without opening his eyes, he moves away from the window, turns around and looks at the patient. A young girl in her late teen years, looking pale and bruised, with many wires attached to her body is in front of him.
Horrified, he turns around quickly. Both of his hands turn themselves in fists due to the agony he is going through. His mind takes him through a memory lane, where he sees a young beautiful, girl nagging him.

“Oppa! I hate you!”
“Eh? Why? What have I done now?”
“Oppa has beautiful, straight hair. Why could you not be a bit ugly?”
“Ahhhhh...”, scratching his head shyly, that sound is all he could response with.
“Your skin is milky white while I look so yellow. Also, Oppa. WHY on earth is your eyeliner on fleek? Haan? WAEEE?”, putting her hands on her hips, she demands the answers.
“But you are the prettiest in the house, Jihye-ah! You are the princess”
“Oppa is a liar... but it is good. Lie some more because then your lies will make you ugly”, saying that the Jihye runs away towards the garden.
“YAH! COME HERE... YA YOU Little Miss Devil! Stop right there”, he as usual runs after her, trying to catch her just so he could tickle the life out of her.

He hates seeing her like that. He does not want to break down. Not in front of her. Not yet.
He cannot bare seeing her like that. O, how he wishes that it was him who was lying there at her place. She means a world to him. He stares through the window again. The view from the hospital is not so bad from the 27th floor. Seoul is beautiful at night. The colourful lights from the different buildings, streets and roads filled with all sorts of vehicles are almost blinding. He squint his eyes, to a read a signboard at top of a building. Then changing his mind, he shakes his head and sighs.

"What am I doing?", he asks himself before hiding his face in the palms of his hands. After taking a moment and a deep breath, he walks slowly towards the patient.

At first he stands next to the bed but then he decides to sit on the chair, placed next to the patient's bed. Looking at the cannula syringe in her hand, he holds it ever so carefully. He looks at her pale face and his eyes turn glassy. Holding his tears back, he tries to speak in his gentle voice.

"J...Jihye-ah! Oppa is here again. Today is 25th of July 2008. The weather is rainy and humid. Oppa... did not forget the umbrella. Oppa remembered it like you always want him to. See? My hairstyle? It is still good. You asked me to colour my hair mahogany. I did... See? ammm... yaaah, Look at my forehead, I got few pimples", he moves his hair on a side of his forehead to show her, laughs a bit and then continues, "Oppa is ugly now... also, I have not been using my eyeliner lately, Jihye-ya... that makes Oppa uglier”

Biting his under lip, he finaly let the tears run now.

"Jihye-aaah! It has been 41 days", his voice is trembling now and he is not trying to control it. "If you wake up, Oppa will let you borrow his leather jackets... and those fur boots that I got from Italy. Oppa will give them to you. You can have that Givenchy scarf, Jihye. You are right. It suits you better than me. I will not stop you talking to your internet friends... yes...Oppa will... Oppa will tell you the password of his flat door... and his mobile phone too... Please wake up... Oppa will buy all the sweet things that Omma did not let you have ...Oppa will...", he chokes on his words as he holds her hand in his both hands, nearing her face.
"Oppa will let you have everything. Jihye-ah",

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dorimu
#1
Chapter 37: It looks really good but I wondering if its finished... hmm...
jamoool #2
Chapter 37: Realy looooing time I missed this story???? one of my best. Please update soon I cant wait
cassiesya #3
Chapter 37: <3 <3 <3
fanfan69 #4
Chapter 36: All the love and power to you <3
I am here and I am not leaving. You can take all the time you want in this world, and I would still be here <3
Love you
dungbphung #5
Chapter 36: we will support you all the way until the end. You are not giving up your writing, as a reader why should we give up on you. Fighting. God bless you
Kattan69 #6
Chapter 35: Can we just kill the old bastard and end all this conspiracy....mmm.....
jaan30 #7
Chapter 35: This is still one of my favorite stories, I read this chapter again it’s really good. Well I read every chapter a few times lol. Maria and Jun are so sweet, and just amazing people from what we know about them. Jun standing out from the crowd with his bright smile and pure being, and Maria being her kind and charming self with such a big heart. She was so quick to help Junsu and think of a solution, their interactions were really cute. Poor Junsu, he was so lost. Back to Maria and Jun though, their relationship is still so touching. Jun was so concerned about her and looking around, and the way he told the others about her was sweet too. Should we be worried about his mother? Haha but related to the overall plot of the story, it was nice to see how these two fit into the story now that they’ve all finally met. Jun being their Hyung that everyone knows and likes aww, it seems so real too.

Junsu, I wonder what he did? He didn’t tell Yunho, he only gave him that gift. Whatever he did it was enough for So-Ra and her family to leave everything and give him all the evidence, and call off the wedding too. He might have started a war with the chairman, oh dear ? can’t wait to see the chairman face the consequences though, and I really wonder what was in that box now lol

Now Changmin and Jihye awww. He loves her so much, I wonder if he’s realized that yet. The way he worries and protects her, and the way he caressed the phone with the video of her singing, he seems so smitten...Minho calls them best friends, I wonder what will happen with them and what happened to T? The one Jihye was talking to before, hmmm but they are really cute. Yunjae are the cutest haha that little interaction at the end was just so natural and sweet <3 looking forward to more about them in the next chapter, and there’s still so much to figure out! I’m going to have to read it all again to find the clues and put it all together^^ thanks for all your hard work and for sharing your story <333 hwaitinggg!
justwanttoread #8
Chapter 35: Thx for the updates.. N yes!!! For once, i think junsu did a right thing?

Yunho dont have to be engaged with that woman! N yeayyy!!! Yunjae time!!

Take care of urself dear.. Always be happy n stay healthy! ❤
fanfan69 #9
Chapter 35: Thank god the engagement got called off! I was worried for a while there that the old evil chairman a-hole would force yunho to get married to the girl. But thank god! Maria really is a lucky charm and very understanding and very much like someone I know personally :P and what did Junsu do to be able to acquire those evidences? Would love to read more on that. There are so many more mysteries wrapped up, cannot wait to unravel them one by one m, layer by layer :D jihye, thank god didn’t insist after talking to changmin on the phone. But I smell foul play by the chairman for sending yunho and changmin to japan. Hmmmm something seems fishy. And where was jaejoong? What was he doing? What is he doing? And why is jaejoong disowned? Does jihye know this? Omg! So many questions XD I really thought YunJae were going to kiss each other on the lips in the end ^_^” ONE DAY! They will kiss each other one day! On the LIPS! XDDDDDDD
This was such an appetizing chapter. I could picture everything in my head; the party, the walk that Maria and Junsu had, the announcement of the cancellation of the engagement, Junsu, changmin’s and jihye’s phone talk,
minho opening the window for jihye, yunho and changmin in the plane and then the end bits of YunJae; EVERYTHING. It was playing like a movie or an episode of a drama in my head. I love it when fics play in my head and make me picturize the scenarios, the words.
This was an amazing read. Thank u for writing this chapter for me as a birthday gift. This has been the best gift on my birthday. Thank u for all your efforts and all your love aapi <3
Love u aapi <3
yuukishinhwa #10
Chapter 35: Thank you for the lovely update. Authorshi, i hope that you are fine now!