"He was like my older brother, my best friend, and the one I'm closest too. But I haven't even noticed that I'm falling for this hyung already."

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[1st Person]

"Yah, Kim Namjoon, you're cutting onions for the nth time again?!" And there goes Jin hyung with his nagging again. Ugh, it happens every time but why am I not getting tired of it? It's like its the sweetest thing I'm hea-- Wait what the hell am I even saying?!

It was already half past 3 in the morning, ever since I'm in the midst of discovering my feelings for Jin hyung, my feet will just drag me to his and Suga hyung's room, and I guess you people already knew what I've done.

This is the 5th time. As much as my mind tried stopping my actions, it was my heart that rules at that very moment. And the lust. Yes, I'm having this lustful thoughts about Jin hyung. It's so appropriate, but well, this is a part of life, right? But hell, I'm not a ing teenager or something! But why?!

I'm also remember the time that Jin hyung pulled me all of the sudden and well, some dirty stuff happened. Kissing, , . But no penetrating happened, of course. That would be overboard! 

"Kim Namjoon? Yah, Kim Namjoon!" "Wae?!" I suddenly blurted out. "You okay? You're red." Jin hyung said, placing a hand on my forehead. 'Damn, am I really thinking