A week forward…
Leo and Ravi didn’t talk on broadcasts nor interact with one another even their seats on fan signs changed after they were beside each other, and when they stand up sometimes they will be far from each other, even without cameras their talk was less than before, and to say that it was killing Ravi would be an understatement, Ravi wanted to be happy that what he asked for is being done but he isn’t he feels kind of empty, he can’t catch Taekwoon too he is always with Hongbin or Hyuk playing around but mostly with Hongbin, his lover was always around Hongbin, and sometimes he will see Hongbin hugging his lover he was telling himself that they are only friends and they were always playing around like this.

But what is killing Ravi is what is happening now, while they are all doing an interview Leo was beside him but beside Leo is Hongbin, and Hongbin has been really close to his lover throughout the interview and Leo didn’t even spare him a glance, ‘but this is what you asked for stupid’ Ravi told himself but nonetheless he was mad and boiling with jealousy, when the interview ended after an hour that felt like a day for Ravi they were in their van heading to the dorm, even in the van Leo changed his seat he now sat between Hongbin and Hyuk in the back seat, when he was beside him before, they arrived at their dorm ‘thankfully he didn’t change the room’ Ravi thought, he was afraid to ask about why they became like this why he was getting so far he didn’t ask for this much it was just toning it down a little bit so he but he was afraid that Leo would tell that this was his fault he was the one who asked to tone it down and he doesn’t know what he would answer his lover if he said this, but he knew that they should talk and sort this out because he miss his hyung so much and he needs his hyu