Amber's POV

I cried hard under the moon light. No, it wasn't the pain of transformation being vampire but.. because of I can't accept this. I want to be a normal. Normal human walking down the streets. I want normal human living.

I endure the pain and crawled slowly to my parents. I coughed with blood. I am totally mess. I feel like someone beat me by twenty people. They looked at me with their pitied eyes. It is so much hurts. I don't want this. I don't want any of this.

I can see Krystal walking at me. I feel her hands cupping my cheeks, I looked at her with warm teary eyes and she wiped my tears. This is the first time my whole body aches. I momentarily closed my eyes, gasping some oxygen. I can smell something delicious. An aroma that vampires knows. I tried to open my eyes and saw Krystal bite her left hand, ready to put the blood in my mouth but I swatted her hand immediately. I dont drink blood. I can't and I promise I won't.

" Drink Amber so you can feel good after."

Thinking I am drinking blood feels me disgusted but my body reacting the scent of blood. I swallowed hard. I feel thirsty.

"N-No! B-bring me water i-instead." My heart beat faster and faster and my hands were shaking. I feel nauseous, everything is revolving.

Donghae hold me by arm with force while Krystal let me drink her blood. I protest at first but they are more stronger than me. The blood flows through my lips letting it slides of my taste buds. My eyes widen but I swallowed it nonetheless.

I have gone normal again. My energy gains and I feel peace after. Donghae let go of me and let Krystal hold me.

I look at her. She has paled skin with her red eyes also glistening. Psh. So that's why Donghae thinks I am lucky?

"You're my fiancee right?" I whispered to her. I hope she heard it.

"Y-Yes Amber." she said and bite her lower lip after.

"Can we go now? Let's talk everything tomorrow. I want to rest." I said while gasping air. I am really tired of this information I've k