GOODBYE MESSAGES.
2016. ☇ SOCIETY YEARBOOK."don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened."
thank you for all the memories that you’ve given me for the past two years. the first era was honestly the most memorable but this era was also amazing. thank you not only for giving me the opportunity to reunite with old friends but to also meet new people and get to know them. society will always be a roleplay and family that is near and dear to me. i would also like to thank the admins, sinb and yuta (also known as sinthree and yutwo to me) for being so dedicated and hardworking. you guys are the most approachable, chill, funny, greatest admins anyone could ever ask for. and to the members, thank you for the funniest and most interesting conversations. even though i'm really bad at conversations, there are people that still put in so much effort and sprinkle their words with love and enthusiasm. you all are great. i love you all, thank you for the memories. #society2k16
love, jae(one)
lots and lots AND LOTS of love, your forever friend and lacking magical girl: sana moon. :') ♥
and yet here i am at the end of the era wishing that this never had to come to an end. it's been a [ mark voice ] long ride [ end of mark voice ] my dear friends. but a good kind of long ride. i've rekindled old friendships and made a plethora of new ones i know i'll treasure for eras to come. baek yerin, you will always be the #1 noodle dog friend to me and i'll always be waiting for you and all the other dogs in the hood as i make a futile attempt to resist nirvana. park chanmi, i know i'm probably the dumbest fanboy you've ever met in your life so instead of having me as your bodyguard do continue to expect two chanmi-protective dogs waiting at your doorstep by christmas. min yoongi, i'm still sorry i'm not in team instinct and i didn't enter through your dorm's front door but i've still got a hell of a lot of doduos to trade with you and i'll always be up for a takoyaki kebab brodate with you if that means i gotta climb outta my grave for you. kim taehyung, i will never comprehend your liking towards the name 'yutarella' but if there's one thing i can comprehend it's your strange amiability since day one and how much i tried to refrain myself from asking to be as cool as you are (p.s. your music taste is so rad). kim minseok (hyung), i hope your heart's not so broken anymore because i do love you i promise i mean would i have spent a full hour scrolling up through rabb.it to find your h2h just for the sole purpose of squishing the soul outta you i don't think so (please stop nagging me to sleep though, i'm sleeping fine i swear). byun baekhyun, i'm still a little emo that you never replied to my wallpost but that is a-okay because accidents happen and from what i've heard from sinb i hope one day you'll manage to come out of your shell and hang out with us all in our events because i've already got a separate pair of arms just to give you a special welcome hug with (don't let this put you off, please). park chanyeol, i thought wu yifan was meant to be the artist not you why are you so goddang TALENTED at everything i'm going to spend the next year looking back on all the hundreds of selfies that we have still yet to take and wonder if i deserved to be next to you in these non-existent photos. oh sehun, you're still my favorite exo member and no matter how manly kim minseok tries to make himself out to be or how many apologies i get from park chanyeol you will still be my favorite so i hope i'll see you again next time so you can still be my favorite [ insert the next group or profession you intend to portray here ]. jung yerin, you're an actual fetus and you know that i'll never stop seeing you as one until the day i die (hint: this is not the cue for you to murder me) so please surrender to your fetushood and know that i'm only saying this because i adore you to bits and feel an intense need to protect you like a good citizen which is saying something because you know very well that i'm secretly not a very good citizen. choi yuna, every message i have ever received from you has always guaranteed a smile from me (and so does your status but come on who has not laughed at your status yo come at me) because wow from love potions to neon banners and our sushi date we may not ever get to finish it's been a riot and honor to meet you. kim yewon, i'm still laughing at myself for not realising the meaning behind yuta the puta and i'll still probably continue to laugh at that for the next ten years of my life and honestly wow why is everyone treating you like a precious child when you called me a PUTA i am in shock. park sojin, you 1000% sweetheart listen up i hope that after you read this you will no longer need my constant reminders of how perfectly youthful and awesome you are and how you could very well step on that stage next to a thousand talented 12 year old idols and i'd still treat you as if you were the goddess beyonce. kim doyeon, who taught you to be such a meme? even though half of our conversations consist of you making jokes about my hair or threatening to cut me (with paper) or our friendship (with a chainsaw) there is always something in your messages that causes me to step back, sit down, and try not to laugh for a full five minutes because i'm probably in public (and now i'm trying not to man-cry because i'm going to miss that). chittaphon leechaiyakul, i can't believe i actually know how to spell your full name off by heart now this is an outrage thank you for dealing with all of my baggage and this is weird i feel emotional but i also feel the need to make a bad joke now because it's you so here it is: yuten isn't real, see you in heck. jung yoonoh, you're still a bulbasaur to me sorry not sorry bro but maybe, /maybe/, maybe i do see you as like 2% arceus sometimes, occasionally, once in a blue moon, so keep working on that road of self-discovery and i'll look forward to what new identity you have in store next time. mark lee, i am still in disbelief that confession came from you why are you such a cute i apologise for everything even mildly offensive i've ever said to you okay you are the true mvp the one and only i would die for you (in the hunger games). choi yewon, our precious smolrin just so you know i would totally rig the system and sneak into being a judge on "south korea's got lameness" for you to make sure you pass the auditions because YOU DESERVE IT 100/10 don't let anyone tell you otherwise keep being you even if it's being lame. park sooyoung, sometimes i think you're really nice and then i remember you're also hella sarcastic and sometimes i think wow at that high self-esteem level and then i remember you like to liken yourself to a potato and good golly hello someone please answer me just who is the real park sooyoung BUT i've missed my point you're always such a riot to talk to and although we may not make sense we make a lot of hilarity and that's enough sense to me. jeon wonwoo, i'm still in wonwoolove(r)12345 with you do not forget me among all the wonwoo lovers from 1-12344 or else that rap i promised you in the near future will become a diss track instead (i'm kidding, i'll still love you like the good fan i am). kim taeyeon, everyone's favorite poppet from another star because who allowed us to have the opportunity to be acquainted with thine royal pun duchess i sincerely believed we should all be beyond grateful and bow down til our heads touch the very core of the earth. minatozaki sana, if i were to multiply the length of this goodbye message by a trillion i would still wind up breaking the character limit only to explain just how important you are to me (no, half of the word count will not consist of a bunch of verys, even if their emphasis would be relevant; i'm using all of my willpower to not start a cheesy essay right now so i'm calling for a pass). park jisoo, cute cutie qt adorable cutie pie not sad pie extremely cute much c-word ha h a h a oh whoops my mouth slipped ("yuta, that's not talking works") I MEAN oh man what can i say about you you're basically a powerpuff girl (i.e. sugar, spice and everything nice) i'm sorry for all the times i've bullied you i will make my new year's resolution for 2017 "try not to bully park jisoo" and hope i last for at least two days. jung jaewon, dearest bro i swear i've said this once before but i'll say it once again HOW CAN ONE PERSON BE SO NICE i would be honored to be caught in one of your $1 pokeballs and travel with you to the end of the world (or the end of the pokemon league) because you are the broest of all potential bros in the broworld. baek sumin, i gotta be honest i'm still semi-terrified of you because i really don't understand what i do wrong with you 99% of the time but i like to think it's all in good fun because to compare me to the likes of youtube is one compliment too much for the likes of my self-combustion levels.
and hwang eunbi, i'm never gonna call you oppa but i can guarantee i'm always gonna call you my friend. because this isn't goodbye. not to you, not to anyone. this is a "see you later"! i know it's probably unrealistic to imagine that i'll keep in touch with every single one of you after this, but i'd consider it realistic to say that you all have a permanent place in my weak- heart now. so by any chance, if any of you do happen to bump into me again in the future, i'll be ecstatic and say: "long time no see, fam!"
i know i haven't had the pleasure of talking to everyone here and i apologise for my negligence, but i know that you're all hella rad and that we should definitely go out for some ice-cream or something else nice sometime!!! i will be sure to crack a few puns + lame jokes for you (':
a special thank you to our admins sinbabe and nakayuta motorola and also to the yearbook committee for making this all possible!
instead of 'goodbye', let this be a 'see you later' (':
hi hello its your mother hen slash bf slash oppa slash friend slash twin slash daughter slash mom slash tigerb slash dumbi slash sinby slash baby ( FINE OK ) slash !! slash many other things here. aa a ah, where do i even begin? i guess i'll begin with a thank you, a big big /big/ thank you to all of you. i don't just wanna thank you for staying here with me, with us, but i sincerely thank each and everyone of you for the true and real friendship that you give me. you probably already heard from me, or perhaps not yet, but i didn't intend to be an admin this year. i was afraid and anxious of how people really see me as me, and not just me being the admin of society from before. because honestly, i'm bad at keeping friends. its either they leave, or i do. and i always had that wrong perception in me about keeping people. it might really sound cheesy (damn it) but that changed this year. (update: i am not crying) asfdlskjfd. thank you for making me believe that our friendship goes beyond distance and time, that it goes beyond frequent interactions, and for making me realised that its okay to be vulnerable, its okay to free yourself of your fears and doubts. i've always been contented with what i have, and what i have is few. we might not be a big family, but we're a team. that i am sure of. the moment i felt that the burdens are too much, i often think "can i really do this?" "am i even capable of doing this?" "i've always just been a helping hand." "what if i fail in the end." and on those times i just cry myself to sleep until the next day i wake up to seeing fewer and fewer people here and more and more people leaving. i don't regret taking up this position. it wasn't exactly handed to me as a plan, and i didn't have any choice. i don't think you know how much i treasure this family. how much i made you guys my pillar, my rock when things were pretty bad for me this year. i don't think you know how much you've helped me overcome things. i didn't wanna give up on this family. so everyday i tell myself we'll get there, you have friends and they won't fail you. you didn't ever fail me. not one bit. i just wanna also take this time to say sorry. i'm really sorry for lacking in some aspects. i only know basic coding, i have to rely to yuta and the yearbook team for layouts. i could have done better, and i'm sorry if i couldn't. i'm sorry as well, for the amount of time i take to reply. i don't wanna make any excuses, i'm really sorry for that. so hi, i'm honestly not the best admin, i lack in so many POINTS, i am unsure of many thingG, but thank you for believing in me. thank you for not losing hope in this family. thank you. thank you so so much. my heart literally jump out everytime i see a new notification, afraid that its another person leaving. so many questions and so many thoughts running through my head when i read them. perhaps i have disappointed them, perhaps it was something else, perhaps it was because of the inevitable in real life situations, but whatever the reason might be, i'm sorry. i didn't make a big enough mark on you, to make you stay. for my family, who's been with me through my ups and my down: i owe you guys a lot. (update: i'm still not crying ok fdlaf.) i hope that when you read this, you feel what it is in my heart. you feel just how important you are to me, to this family. THIS ISN'T A GOODBYE, ITS A SEE YOU NEXT TIME. I COULD ONLY HOPE AND PRAY AS I AM TYPING THIS RIGHT NOW, THAT YOU ENJOYED STAYING HERE AND THAT THROUGHOUT THE JOURNEY, YOU FELT THE TRUE ESSENCE OF FRIENDSHIP AND FAMILY.
hi, yuta. hi. ...hi. you know my fears and you know my thoughts, and although you do the same to me, i feel like i can never truly convince myself that its okay, you made that choice yourself. you chose to be beside me. you chose to help me. and yet, every night i feel guilty for sharing you my burdens. of those sleepless nights you had to endure for THIS family. its like, one day i just dumped this whole load of truck on your shoulder and i feel so very sorry that sometimes we get misunderstandings because of some things. i'm sorry for hurting you, unintentionally. i'm sorry for hurting you, period. you cheer me up always when i'm down, you are always always always there for me to remind me and to believe in me. and most times i feel like i'm the one lacking in our friendship. i'm the one who doesn't deserve you, and not the other way around. you're my number one source of strength, you!! flakdsjf. you're the reason i didn't give up. you're the reason i believe in myself. you're the reason i believe in everyone else. i'm sorry i punch you and bully you and i called you my dog laksdjf it was a joke!! i'm the Real Dog. hehe. i'm going to remind you (and hit your head) whenever you forget that i'm here. whenever you think you're annoying, whenever you lose hope in yourself, whenever you don't believe in yourself, or you don't believe in me. you're kinda stuck with me. and i intend for it to be that way, unless you tell me you don't need me anymore. until then, i'm going to pay you back for the true friendship you give me, by being by your side. where i should and where i wanna be. :)
P.S PLEASE CHECK YOUR PM'S BEFORE WE OFFICIALLY CLOSE FOR A LITTLE SOMETHING FROM ME! see you next time, fam!
my experience of society was simply amazing and i am going to try my best in expressing how i feel about this era’s society with words. coherence is an issue. i apologise. heh. beware; blood and tears ahead. i do not know how long this will end up being.
a young, reckless version of myself stumbled upon scty’s thread feeling super anxious and nervous about joining. (pls refer to mi first impressions.) but then i swallowed my fear and joined anyway because i made promises to a few old friends. when i first arrived, i was ikon’s b.i. (in case some of you haven’t realised. whoops.) i’m never gonna forget stargazing with chanmi, chatting about marvel movies with previous jimin (now wonwoo), eating noodles and arguing 24/7 with sumin :’), becoming a fast food with sana, trying to rank myself above gd and song joongki with mijoo, having mi heart stolen by yuju, society’s heart thief, trying to make #yubin a thing with yuta, aand the list goes on!! (and on and on) i will also never forget that day i turned into a peanut. then crazy, ol' me went na na navillera and fell in love with yeojachingu, resulting in my decision to cc to yerin. i take a moment here to thank all those who encouraged and celebrated my plastic surgery. ty ty. much love. heh. but i’m not gonna lie, transitioning from a male yg rapper to a girl group singer did take me a while to get used to. :’) but anyway, as yerin, i got to know some of you (hopefully, that’s most of you!) even better than i did before! when society closes, i’ll be looking back at this past 2 months and i’m definitely gonna miss: mark’s pick up lines and illustrations on peach, jaewon’s familiar and friendly face, sinb’s typos and wifi failure :’) ily bubu. , jihyo crashing through my window and sneaking into gfriend’s dorm, recieving texts from doyeon which had 1. caused embarrassment in maths class and 2. woke me up at 5am, being the badass mafia and sending essay-length replies with joy, xiumin’s xiuritto-ness, yerin bc name twin and tz buddy!!, yoongi’s potoongi/kinggi/grandpa turtle-ness combined with the utter cuteness of taegi :’), taehyung’s piano skillz, arin’s puns that sometimes sent me to tears, taeyeon’s ‘poppet’ and utmost cuteness, jaehyun acting like a complete kid but insist on being oppa (sorry that’s a no, jungbro.) AND of course the list goes on!! (i will be here till dawn if i keep going so unfortunately i must cut this short).
no amount of words can express how much i love each and every one of you. i must apologise here for my slow af and inconsistent replies, but i hope y’all know that reading your posts really do brighten my day. it was a great 3 months with y’all. this is jung yerin, signing off. have a good one.
++ donut hesitate to drop by a pm for contact details because i’d love to keep in touch <3
in the past months of this society-shaped rollercoaster, i've laughed and cried, gotten speechless and spoken too much, had my heart broken and glued back together, frustrated myself, gotten angry and acted like an idiot. but most of the time, i've just been so incredibly happy. i've fallen in love with someone who makes me happier than any of those terribly cheesy disney quotes i have in my head right now can possibly depict. i've also met a soulmate, a bro of all bros, an amazing pokepal, a best son imaginable, a mom who's my inspiration, a swag apprentice, a wizard level procrastinator, someone to be lame with in the middle of the night, someone i can cry with at my way too late wall posts, someone i don't talk a lot outside the rabbit nights but who i still hold so very close, someone cool who i look up to a lot - and someone whose name should be eleven because their preciousness is off the charts. but most of all, i've met you, who is reading this pitiful attempt of writing right now. thank you, for making my summer so magical and full of color.
you know that warm fuzzy feeling where you just want to wrap your arms around the whole world and hug the crap out of it? yes, that feeling. i have it right now, typing this. and to be honest, i have it a lot when i'm with you people. look at you guys, making me all mushy again. and no, i haven't had my morning coffee yet. it's way too early for this. hahaha. thank you, society. i hope we will meet again.
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