Minzys P.O.V

Dancing in this empty and dark space seems to be the only place I feel comfortable and whole nowadays, don't get me wrong I love performing with my unnies on stages around the world but when we’re not performing together it seems like my unnies are busy with their schedules and I’m just here. I’m so thankful for the opportunities that being in 2NE1 and under the YG Family label has given to me, I mean I am the original maknae of YG but I’m starting to feel like the adopted child that keeps growing further and further away from the family… Its not that I’m jealous of the attention that YG gives to my unnies, I mean I’m happy for them that they get the chance to further themselves and gain new skills and experience new things but I just want to be cared for the same as them, is that really too much to ask? I don’t want to be selfish but I need to look after myself if no one else is going to, I have a family to support, fans and hoobaes that look to me as a role model, what kind of example am I setting if I continue to stay under management that doesn’t acknowledge my worth?

I had to do what I had to do, just last week YG met with my unnies and I separately to renew our contracts that are coming to an end soon and I declined the offer and have decided to search for a new company that will take my wants and needs into consideration. This time around, I will command the respect I deserve with a chief mentality.

I haven’t told my unnies about declining the offer to renew my contract, so now I have to go home to the dorm we all live in and lie in their faces because I can’t bring myself to tell them…what if they hate me? What if I lose my unnies?... Especially Bommie unnie she has been so excited to get back on different stages with all four of us ever since the MAMAs, all she ever talks about is the comeback that YG promised us soon…Its going to crush her heart…I just can’t tell her, I don't want to hurt her, she’s been through so much already. I can’t talk to anyone about this, I don’t want to disappoint anyone.

*knock knock*

(Purple is Minzy)

“Hey Mingkki!~” a males voice interrupts my thoughts and turns on the lights

“Hey Oppa~” I say faintly with a fake smile to hide how I really feel

“You okay? You’ve been here everyday since like last week, but you’ve never come upstairs just always in the basement” he asked with a worried yet curious tone

“Yeah, ofcourse I’m just trying to learn some new moves and make the most of the time in here while I can”

“What do you mean? You can come here anytime, I mean you are part of the YG FAMILY! ” he said in a matter of fact tone

“Yeah…right…” I said not wanting to alarm him

“Look, I know its going to be hard and different but you’ll always and I mean ALWAYS be a part of the YG FAMILY, no matter where you go” he said as he pulled me in for a hug

“You know?” I whispered in disbelief

“Of course I know, I know EVERYTHING that happens in here Mingkki you should already know that! C’mon now its me~”

*I just started bursting into tears*

“Ssssshhhh…don’t worry, even if you go to a new company on the moon Oppa will be here supporting you always! And even if others might be cold towards you, I will never be and plus if you have me on your side, I will make everyone come to my side…to your side”

“Please, don’t tell my unnies…I’m not ready to face reality right now” I said in between breaths while I cry

“Its not my secret to tell, I mean I know I like to gossip and what not but I would never,” he said while he my head as I rest on his shoulder

*I just hug him harder to show my thanks*

“Oppa…”

“Yeah?”

“Can you tell the rest of the BIG BANG oppas for me, I don't want them to think badly of me…but wait till tomorrow I don’t want to be here while you do it” I said as I pull away from him

“Sure Mingkki, anything for you and don’t worry I’ll tell them to keep it a secret”

“Thank you” I said as I hug him again

“Don’t worry too much, the only thing that changes is that we’ll be under different management, a part from that you’ll always be the original YG maknae okay!” he said with a big smile on his face

I just smiled back at him and left before I started crying again.

Minzy, you will get through this you’re not the little girl that just took what she could to survive to keep everyone else happy anymore, this time your happiness counts. I am worth it.

A/N

Hey guys! This is only a small first chapter, I really just wanted to focus on Minzy for the first chapter but I will be introducing the other charaters as the chapters go on. If you can't tell already Minzy is my ultimant bias ever so I'm making this to just show the thoughts that might of went into making her decision in leaving YG but don't worry it won't be so serious all the time:)