Chen woke up with a weight on his chest, he blinked his eyes confused and looked down at the weight, noticing the bracelet. He smiled to himself and wrapped his arms around the small frame resting on his chest, kissing the top of her head. His actions causing her to slowly wake up. She slowly blinked, yawning, "good morning Chenny." she smiled at him

"Morning Jay, I see you missed me?"

She smiled sheepishly, "I couldn't sleep cause I was too happy to be back. and then I missed you, so I came to sneaky sneaky sleep with you."she said cutely

He smiled back at her and kissed her forehead. Jay pulled him in for a real kiss, "Don't be shy Chenny, I'm not dating him anymore. Soo grabbed me and kissed me hard when I saw him"

He sighed and pressed his forehead against hers, "I know, but in my mind you guys should be together. Why DID you break up with him Jay?"

Jay sighed and closed her eyes, then she slowly started to explain the situation to Chen, knowing that they should've known.

When she finished Chen looked her straight in the eyes, "Jay, why did you do it? Why didn't you just TRY a long distance realtionship?" he looked so sad

"I'm sorry Jongdae. You gave up your own happiness so that me and Chanyeol could date and then I left him selifhsly. But I knew I couldn't do it" she said tears starting to fall

"Oh Jay.." he said wiping her tears with his thumb, "Why couldn't you do it?"

"Becuase I was so tired." she choked out, "I barely saw you guys, I barely saw HIM. I knew that I would be busy in the US and you guys are also really busy. Theres a 12 hour time difference, Dae. There was NO possible way that it would've worked out. So I broke up with him, and I told myself that if he was still single when I came back I would explain everything to him and hope he would take me back, but he's not single anymore. So, I'm just going to let him be happy." she smiled sadly. 

"oh Jay, I'm so sorry." he said kissing her tears away, he understood her reasonings for everything but was still upset that she didn't tell the others. He pulled her to his chest as she silently cried into his chest.

"do you still love him?" chen asked Jay

She nodded her head, still buried in his chest, "I do. I really do. I love him so much." she cried

Chen nodded understanding, he would need to talk to Hiro, DO, and Kai about this. 

After catching up a little after Jay calmed down she snuck out of their apartment, telling him that she would be back later that night. She had missed her friends Subin and Junghee and were going to g