You're leaving because it's easier to walk away than to fight for something you really want. You’re leaving because even if you make it harder on me, I still want you again and again. You’re leaving because these feelings, these twisted emotions I feel, are not okay with you.

Even I can’t see it. These weird feelings I have for you… they shouldn’t belong to me. They should belong to a girl, some sweet girl who will love you and will be socially acceptable for you to be with.

Junhyung… please don’t leave me.

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Yoseob POV:

“I love you!” I stuttered out.

I shyly glanced at Junhyung through my eyelashes waiting to see his reaction. To see if he’d freak out or hate me like I have always envisioned. Or maybe… just maybe, he’s accept my feelings and love me back. But no, that wouldn’t happen.

“You mean as a friend… right Yoseob?” Junhyung looked at me with the most earnest eyes. Not suspecting what I really meant.

“No Junhyung, I mean that I LOVE you” I had to emphasize the word love to get it through Junhyung’s dense head.

I watched as his eyes widened in surprise as he figured out what I really meant. Then I saw his eyes reveal disgust. I felt my face fall because I knew what would happen next… he would leave me.

“Junhyung…” I started

“NO!” he all but yelled. “This isn’t okay Yoseob! I’m a guy, you do know that right?”

“I know that, but even so, I still love you!” I felt my eyes prick with tears, soon they would fall and that’d just make Junhyung even angrier. I need to stop where this situation was going or else I would lose Junhyung.

“Yoseob, you’re my best friend… how can you do this to me? I don’t want to lose you, but I don’t want you to have these feelings for me. I don’t know how to deal with something like this!”

He balled his hands in frustration and gave me a lost look, which seemed to ask me what he should do. I knew what I wanted him to do, I wanted him to love me back. To say that everything would be okay and we’d find a way for everyone to accept us. But he wouldn’t think that way. Junhyung always saw me as his saving grace, I always had advice to give him… but this time I couldn’t help him. He has to figure this out on his own.

“I love you. I know that we’re both guys and it’s wrong, but I feel this way. You’ve been one of the best friends I could have ever asked for and now… now, I want love. Just please don’t hate me because of it.”

Junhyung gave me a small sad smile. “I could never hate you seobie, but now I need some time to think.”

Doojoon POV:

I woke up to the sound of my phone ringing. I glanced at my clock only to find out it was 3 o’clock in the morning. Who would be calling me at this time? I checked the caller id, it was Yoseob.

“Hello?” I half yawned, half said into the phone.

“Doojoon… can I come over?” His voice sounded strained, like he had been crying.

“Yeah, sure come right over.”

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