That lollipop
That eyeHello Everyone ! again Im Amber,
What makes me? who am I !
Finding myself in each place that I go is rough
Sometimes I feel thwart when I can’t feel the belonging feeling! that’s why I always avoid people, places and so on that I can’t get along with
Even though I want to wreck those walls, to get through, it’s easy to say but hard to do.
I love to be myself, but sometimes the automatic mode of switching myself off defeat me.
I can feel comfortable around my friends, family, neighbors, kids and old ones
But my classmates, females, strangers and so on I’m awkward towards them!!
I think most of the people got that too, maybe?
I don’t know
-at the basketball court-
“Playing with some kids”
Ambe: hey! Over here over here
Kid1: ok ok shut up
Amber: but you don’t listen to me
Kid1: because you’re annoying
Amber: what! We’re going to lose
Kid2: come on guys
Kid1: it’s all your fault
Amber: whaaat!!
*kid3 stole the ball and won*
Kid4: hehehehe losers
Amber: I’ll kick you, lets play again
Kid4: you’ll lose again
Amber: no we’re not! Right!!
Kid1: yeah we will because of you
Amber: heeey
Kid1: lets wait 5 min!
Amber: why!
Kid1: there is a hyung that so good at basketball, im waiting for him
Kid5: ok lets take a break! Amber! Go buy for us some snacks
Amber: Amberrrrr??? Say nona nooona you little brat
Kid5: you lose we won ok! So bring our snacks please !
Amber: what ever! Come on agata lets go buy some snacks !!
Agata”kid1”: oh here he is, hyung hyung
Amber: oh
Agata: heung this stupid nona made us lose
Kris: oh is that so !
Amber: omg what did you say! I let them win cuz I had the money! you know
Agata: lets team up heung
Kris: ok I will
Amber: heeey
Kris: I didn’t know you play basketball!
Amber: yeah we used to play here everyday!
Kris: though you at it
Amber: no I’m not
Agata: let’s not team with her
Amber: you abundant me because of him, you the one who asked me to team up with you
Kris: *laugh* pfft what’s with that?
Amber: that’s not fair, you know
Kris: agata go with the other kids, amber and I will buy the snacks
Agata: ok hyung
Kris: which store!
Amber: oh amm do you know that lollipop store?
Kris: huh!
Amber: cool then I’ll show you the place, you should go there often, that halmoni is my friend
Kris: ummm
-walking to the store-
Amber: so, about the box that T(jessi) gave us, I read some ideas but it seems that most of it are the same
Kris: yeah I noticed that too
Amber: what should we do now!
Kris: pick at least 2 good ideas then discuss it with teacher jessi
Amber: ok, here we are
-store-
Amber: pick up any snack that you want, it’s on me *smiles*
Kris: …uh ok
Amber: did you taste this lollipop?
Kris: nope
Amber: it’s not too sweet, it makes my mood better, I’ll buy some, you gotta try it
Kris: cool
Amber: some chips! hmmm which one should I pick?
Kris: that one
Amber: ok .. also juices hmmmm orange, apple hmmmm, kris which one do you prefer!
Kris: ice tea
Amber: ice tea? Hmmm I’ll try it too, ice creams? Nah nah, kris I’ll buy for your lil sis some lollipops don’t forget to give her ha!
Kris: hmm
Amber: ok I think that’s all, halmoni halmoni
Halmonie: oh amber!
Amber: we’re done
Halmonie: ok, here you go,enjoy
Amber: halmoni! I’ll bring for you dinner today so you don’t have to cook and just get some rest ok!
Halmonie: oh amber you don’t have to!
Amber: also this guy his name is kris, he’ll come her often so make discount for him ha!
Halmonie: ok no problem, he’s handsome too
Kris: you look much younger, calling you halmoni is too old for you
Halmonie: heheheh
Amber: he just want to be nice for you
*Halmonie hit amber*
Amber: i'm just kidding
Kris: halmoni next time I’ll come with my lil sis
Halmonie: ok, amber take good care of your boyfriend ha!
Amber: ok halmoni..huh! wait he..
* halmonie closed the door *
Amber: pfft she thought that you’re my boyfriend
Kris: like that would happen!!
Amber: yeah someone as handsome as you? In my dreams! Oo whaaaaat!
Kris: *smiles* you’re the one who said that
Amber: what ever! Just stop smiling already
*kris stops walking*
*kris starring*
Amber: hey!
Kris: what!
Amber: stop it
-while heading back to the bascketball court –
Amber: I want a younger sibling!
Kris: huh! Why!
Amber: I’m the youngest and I don’t have a sis, I think it’s amazing to have one
Kris: yeah it is, for me the time that I spend with her is precious.
Amber: Aawwwww you’re a good bro, that’s cute.
Kris: …………..
Amber: my mom died when I was 6 years old, she had a late stage cancer, she died peacefully.
Kris: I’m sure that she’s in a facinating place now
Amber: thank you kris *smiles*
Kris: so that’s why you can’t have a lil sibling
Amber: yup
Kris: next time, I’ll bring haru to play, you should come too
Amber: really!!
Kris: umm
Amber: thank you >.<
-basketball court-
Amber: hey kids come on we bought the……
^ kids interrupt her and took the plastic bag^
Amber: hey hey wait
^kids eating the snacks^
-amber receiving a call-
Amber: oh eric
*answered*
eric: amber sorry but you need to come home
Amber: why!
eric: I’ll tell you when you come.
Amber: ok
Souta ‘Kid3’: noona you bought my favorite
Amber: yeah I did enjoy your snacks! Kids bye bye I gotta go,
Kids: ohhhhhhhh no
Amber: hyung is here, tomorrow I’ll come too, so enjoy playing ok!
Kids: okkk
Amber: oh kris here is for your lil sis
Kris: oh thanx
Amber: I gotta go now
Agata: hey we didn’t play yet
Amber: oh now you want me?
Agata: no its just that you’re…
Amber: I am what huh!
Agata: nothing
Amber: hmmmm ok then C ya
Kris: C ya
Amber: bye bye agata
Agata: bye
*amber leaves*
Agata: are you her boyfriend ?
Kris: what!
Agata: its just that I didn’t know that hyung is her boyfriend,
Kris: no I’m not
Agata: really!
Kris: yeah, also why is that matters to you? Do you like her?
Agata: *blush*
Kris: pffft
-amber running home-
-home-
*there were a broken glass*
Eric: amber let’s clean
Amber: Eric what happen?????
Eric: nothing
Amber: don’t mess with me eric tell me NOW
Eric: it seems that our cousin chan-hyuk messed with some gangsta
Amber: what!
Eric: otoke? Otoke?
Amber: what’s with you?
Eric: I told them where he is
Amber: Omg eric otokeeeeeeeeeee?
Eric: he is going to dieeee
Amber: ok then let’s calm down, where he is?
Eric: why!
Amber: tell me where he is!!
Eric: amber don’t get involve
amber: I’ll tell dad
Eric: heeey!
Amber: I’m calling him!
Eric: he is at his father’s store
Amber: ok then lock the doors! And clean the mess
Eric: I’m coming with you
Amber: no you’re not, if I’m late tell dad that I went to see bi’s working place.
Eric: ok, oh wait, no way if you’re late I’m going to call the police!
Amber: are stupid, there won’t be any blood or drama I’m just going to talk to them and everything is going to be ok! Just do what I told you.
Eric: ok
*amber leaves*
^She texted her squad, they came with her to that store^
Amber: we have to help chan-hyuk
Bobby: I’ll push the door
Mino: I’ll help you
*they pushed it but the door was already open so they fell down*
Jea rim: pft
Amber: leave chan-hyuk alone !!
Chan-hyuk: what!
^ there were some bunch of people who looked like gangsta but actually they’re not ^
Bobby: we came to save you
Mino: stay away from him you bastards
Man1: what!
Bi: what what? Stay away from him we said
Man2: what’s with that?
Jung yeol: don’t ask a lot, can you please just go out!
Chan-hyuk: wait wait! What’s going on! What’s with the save thing!
Amber: they came to eric, asked for your place and broke some glasses
Chan-hyuk: yeah cuz my dad is sick in the hospital,
Amber: how did they know our house?
Chan-hyuk: they’re your father’s friends, they saw eric with me before and went to your house to ask your father but they didn’t find him, that’s why they asked eric
Man3: we called your father but his phone is dead
Amber: my dad’s phone is at the repair store, then why did you broke glasses?
Man1: glasses?? we didn’t mean to broke the glass, we were in hurry
Amber: so what’s the problem?
*Jea rim hit amber*
Rapmon: sorry for interrupting
Jongkook: please continue your business thing
Bobby: sorry
‘they said sorry and closed the door’
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Bobby: that was embarrassing
Jea rim: hahhahahha you were funny
Kai: amber what’s with that! Are you stupid lol
Amber: eric is stupid
Rapmon: what ever lets go eat
Jung yeol: don’t ask a lot, can you please just go out!
Bi: I think you were scared
Bobby: his voice was shaking, did you notice that!
Bi: something like that zzzzzz
*laughed*
jung yeol: i was trying to act cool, you know
Jeonghan: you over react amber
Amber: yeah I did
Kangnam: I think it's been awhile since we all gatherd together
Bobby: yeah it feels fresh
Rapmon: lets have lunch at that restaurant !
~okkkk
Amber: Jeonghan you dyed your hair
Jeonghan: yeah
Amber: waaah you look more handsome
Jeonghan: you just noticed that
Amber: it gave you some brightness
Bi: yeah I think im in love
Mino: if you were a girl I would ask you for a date
Jeonghan: but unfortunately I wouldn’t say yes
Mini: whyyy!
Jeonghan: because i would be already dating
Amber: who? who’s your ideal type?
Jeonghan: bobby
Bi: what? No no no I wouldn’t agree
Bobby: sorry Jeonghan im already taken
Bi: yup
Mino: see that what you get when you reject me! Amber amber *put his arm around her*
Amber: hmmm
Mino: if you were a boy and if were girls, who would you choose
Amber: hmmm jea rim
Jeonghan: what! Why not me
Jea rim: kakaka~
Amber: well, jea rim is so cute
Jea rim: uheem uheem im cute though for me I would choose jung yeol
Jung yeol: im not happy
Bobby: rapmon we know who will you choose
Bi: jungkook
*high fived*
Jungkook: im blushing
Rapmon: guys stop it already
Amber: it’s getting weird
^ they went to the have lunch^
-restaurant-
Amber: bi show me the place that you work in ok
Bi: yeah sure
Amber: im looking for a part time job
Bi: I think you’ll find in our supermarket
Mino: oh lee hi is working there too right?
Bi: yeah she’ll begin next week
Amber: lee hi?
Mino: she’s a classmate in our class
Amber: oh that’s great, bi introduce me to her
Bi: ok
Amber: I want to finally make a female friend * eyes shinning*
Jea rim: your acting weird
Mino: she didn’t make female friends since elementary
Jung yeol: oh are you obsess with boys?
Jungkook: nah we grabbed her to our squad
Rapmon: she couldn’t have the opportunity to get along with girls
jungkook: also most of the girls confessed to her
jung yeol: woaah
Kai: amber I’ll help you
Mino: yeah he knows a lot of girls
Amber: really!
Bi: when we went to the amusement park, he invited some girls from his class
Kai: you know, im popular
Bobby: you should make friends with some classmates in our class too
Bi: yeah and then introduce them to amber
Amber: GUYS! I loooove you uwaaaa
Jea rim: what’s with that!
Amber: I love you
Jeonghan: we love you too
Amber: oh your so cuteeeee Jeonghan
Jung yeol: amber I don’t
Amber: I know you dooo~ wait!! oh I forgot to call eric
Jeonghan: lol all of a sudden
-dialed eric-
Eric: are you still a live?
Amber: no
Eric: ambeerrr! What happened
Amber: you are stup.. uh.. whatever nothing happened, don’t worry! It was just a misunderstanding did you have lunch?
Eric: yeah
Amber: I’ll be late, cuz I’ll go to bi’s working place ok
Eric: ok
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Rapmon: I thought you’re going to shout at him!
Kai: yeah me too
Amber: he sound worried
Bobby: ok guys i gotta go now
Amber: did you finish eating already!
Bobby: yeah C ya
Bi: take care
Bi: amber did you finish?
Amber: yeah
Bi: ok then lego
Amber: bye bye guys
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-supermarket-
Bi: wait, I’ll talk to the manager
Amber: ok,,,
//
Bi: amber come
Amber: hello my name is amber
Manager: she’s in
Amber: really! That’s all?
Manager: well, you have to register first and you can start next week
Amber: oh thank u thank u
Manager: no problem, see you on Sunday ^.^
Amber: ok
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-walking home-
Bi: amber?
Amber: huh!
Bi: where is my tip?
Amber: my love is the tip
Bi: hey! You can’t say that to anyone
Amber: huh! You’re not anyone
Bi: hmmm amber, what do you think about romance love?
Amber: romance love?
Bi: your ideal type of guy?
Amber: oh I don’t have one
Bi: you should think about it seriously
Amber: your right!
Bi: here we are ! C ya
Amber: C ya
-amber’s home-
Amber: eric !!
Eric: oh amber!
Amber: lets cook dinner
Eric: ok
-finish cooking
Amber: eric im going to give halmoni some, so prepare the table ok!
Eric: no problem
- halmonie store-
Amber: halmonieeee! Here is your dinner
Halmoni: amber! You didn’t have to!
Amber: kris?
Kris: oh you’re here?
Amber: I came to… oh your lil sis
Kris: yeah haru introduce yourself
Haru: hello my name is haru, nice to meet you
Amber: im glaaad, you’re so cute
Haru: you too
Ambe: not as much as you
Kris: haru liked the lollipop, that’s why..
Haru: thank you noona
Amber: waah can you kiss me?
*haru nod*
Amber: thank you
Kris: haru say bye to halmoni
Haru: bye halmoni
Halmoni: goodbye, please come often
Kris: ok
Halmoni: amber thank you
Amber: good night halmoni!
-walking home-
Amber: haru what’s your favorite color?
Haru: blue
Amber: oh that’s my favorite too! It symbolizes trust, loyalty, wisdom, confidence, intelligence, faith, truth, and heaven.
Haru: really! I didn’t know that it have this deep meanings
Amber: yeah my mom told me that, that’s why I loved it
Haru: we’re going to buy a blue fish!
Amber: that’s great, I want a blue cat
Haru laughed
Amber: whats so funny,oh I’ll stop here
Kris: C ya
Amber: haru let’s meet again ok
Haru: ok
Amber: take care
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After having dinner, taking shower and light up some candle
I sit to write some of my thoughts
Today was a long day
When bi asked me about romance love, ideal type
That made me rethink about what happened before with rapmon
Now im not interested in romance love
As long as my family and friends are with me im so happy and thankful
But
What is my answer to bobby?
Do I love him in a romance way?
Bob bobby bob bobby’
*sigh*
I don’t know
Cause I really do love him but…
Ch7 teaser~
Amber: bob to be honest I’m…
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