The doctor said that i only have a month to live.

I wrote down some plans for my last month.

1st week,

To be with my family.

I spent the whole week with them. We went out of town.

Heechul never failed to call or text me to say I LOVE YOU and I MISS YOU.

2nd week,

To be with my Friends.

We hang out everyday, we get drunk and party like there's no tomorrow. Well for me yes!

Heechul is always there to fetch me, he drives for me everyday. He sends me home after the party with my friends.

3rd week,

Take a Rest and settle everything.

I wrote a letter for my family, my dad & my mom, my brother & my sister.

For my friends, and for Heechul.

I kept it in my drawer.

I fixed my other things.

I put all the picture of me with Heechul in a box, with the letters he gave me, the wittered white rose he gave me when he was courting me, and the hanky he gave in our first fight that made me cry.

Reminiscing all the moments with him made my tears fall again.