Wendy POV 

Tears were falling down uncontrollably once I felt the warmth of Mark's body on me, I wanted time to stop just so it could last a little more longer. 
I questioned myself why I was still in this emotional state about Jin.. You think by now I would be completely over him, but I really wasn't. 

After we performed he snatched me away from everyone, 
seeing his face, hearing his voice, smelling his scent really brought back the good memories, but it eventually fades and the hurtful memories rush through my head when I look deep into his eyes.

Im so grateful for Mark, for being there at the time I needed it 
I'm so.. So grateful that it makes me sad..
Why must he always be the one to save me, as much as we grew closer I still hated the fact that most of the time it was all about me.. All about my worries, my problems and my feelings.
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I finally let go of our hug, 

"I hate doing this, I'm really sorry oppa" I said

"Stop being sorry, I understand why your like this.. It's okay" he said while patting my back
It went quite for a bit, 

"alright get up seungwan, don't let this idiot bring you down!! I know you're strong!"

I sigh at his words, "am I really that strong?" 

"Yes you are, come on.. Show me that beautiful smile of yours" he said with a pout 
I giggled at his cuteness, he really is adorable I thought to myself 
I could feel energy flowing through my body, he was giving me motivation and it felt good 

"Your right, I am strong!" I jumped up, wiped my tears and hugged Mark 

"Thank you, what would I do without you"
I let go and see a big smile on his face 

"Alright let's go, don't want our members worrying where we are!" Mark said  

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We were close to our waiting rooms, we see a bunch of people running towards us, the closer they got to us we noticed it was our members 

"Oh lord here they come" Mark says 

"Prepare to be bombarded with questions" I say to him 

I see Irene running towards us 
"Where the hell have you been!" She says 
The rest running from behind her 
JB: our mangers are looking for you!!

Jackson: what were you two up to ;) as he poked Mark 

Yeri: Unni are you okay!? Your eyes look puffy 

Joy: shush Yeri! Can't you see it's about Jin 

Seulgi lightly nudged the girls telling them to shut up 

Mark: YA stop with the questions, we are here now! Let's just go already 

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Mark POV 

We headed to our seats at SBS gayo, watching other performances 
I wanted to sit next to Wendy, but I know fans will speculate something between us, lucky for JB he got to sit next to seulgi.. Even tho they aren't talking they still look so obvious! The awkwardness says it all
As more performances went by I tried my best to enjoy the night but
I couldn't help but glance at Wendy every now and then to see if she's doing okay. I think it came across very obvious..

She's smiling and laughing with Irene, I'm glad, I'm hoping her smile remains on her face for the rest of the night, that's the only thing that matters right now. 

I really hope BTS stays backstage!