"I want to find the real me that is not you
But the bruises in my heart are too big
What can heal me isn't strong medicine
It's just love."

A/N: The idea for this fic came after a night reading many meanie fanfics here in AFF. I was never fond of angst, but I ended reading some fics without noticing the warning, and I guess it let me traumatized enought to come up with something like this LOL.
   I'm not good with formulating phrases in english - although I understand it well when someone else speak - since its not my mother tongue, so please don't hate me too much because of my mistakes.
   The title came from "Luna & Choi - Kill Me, Heal Me OST " and the foreword (+ some quotes that may appear in the fic from now on) from "Jang Jae In (ft. NaShow)- Hallucinations (Kill Me, Heal Me OST)", but that just happened because it was in my playlist when I started to write this here, so lets call the fact it matches with the plot a coincidence, the story has no inspiration whatosever in Kill Me, Heal Me.