title: indoor living

pairing: xiumin/luhan
word count: ~18k
rating: R
warnings: ual content, language, and mid-20's existentialism.
summary: a quater-life crisis and a few missed connections. intimacy vs. isolation.
note: based on this quote.

Sometimes you’re 23 and standing in the kitchen of your house making breakfast and brewing coffee and listening to music that for some reason is really getting to your heart. You’re just standing there thinking about going to work and picking up your dry cleaning. And also more exciting things like books you’re reading and trips you plan on taking and relationships that are springing into existence. Or fading from your memory, which is far less exciting. And suddenly you just don’t feel at home in your skin or in your house and you ju