Regret (Jimin POV) Sneak Peek

I Can Fly Again

~Jimin POV~
When I look back to all our times together I always wondered 'If I were you my life would've be perfect' but here you are dead..... I always chosen the wrong choices.. is this the reason as to why you died? Is it my fault? Or is it how destiny and fate played with your fragile heart?

I am sorry Taehyung but even with saying that I know that you won't forgive me...I know you hold grudges. How do I know? It's because I am or more like was your best friend in the whole wide world. No matter how many sorry's I will say, scream, or whisper like a broken music box, you won't forgive me and I will always feel regret, sadness, guilt, happiness, excitement, thrill, and many more emotions.

Why the happy emotions? Everyone seems to tell me when I think of you and I say "I think back to where we started and our happy moments we shared together".

Why the sad emotions? Everyone seems to tell me when I am talking about you or when I get drunk or intoxicated and I say "One of the most important person I know left this cruel world" I should be happy about you leaving because you were too innocent, kind hearted person for this cruel world...but ever since you left no one can be the same way again.

Jin-hyung is turning into a alcoholic and is getting depress, Hoseok-hyung is getting more and more depress and is too skinny for his own good, Namjoon-hyung is trying to get Jin-hyung on his feet but he is fighting his demons, Yoongi-hyung doesn't sleep much and he is turning into a druggie, and Jungkook, our little bunny, is having one-night stands and ignores me when I try to reach out for him.

What I'm basicially saying is Taehyung we need you more than anything but of course we are too late I miss our moments, I miss your laughter, I miss your happy-go-lucky attitude, but most of all I just miss your presence.

Taehyung.....I'm sorry for everything....Can you forgive me???

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¡AUTHOR'S NOTE!

Do you, my fellow readers. want me to post Jimin POV, by that finish it since this chapter isn't the whole story of his it's just a preview, or update Jungkook's POV, his individual chapter with Jimin's POV chapter?

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pame587 #1
Chapter 7: Omg, esperé con ansias su regreso <3
Rijat1 #2
Chapter 6: I've read this story so often. I love it so much. When tae jumps i always end up crying
Ch3rrystar11078 #3
Chapter 4: Author-nim, when TaeTae jumped off the cliff, I hoped that he didn't die and instead just have memory loss forgetting everybody except Alexa, this would at least let his former friends regain their friendship and kind of start anew if TaeTae continue to not remember. Otherwise this story is very angsty. There's many possible endings, please. Also, thanks for writing this kind of fanfic where the members betray him in the end, I was trying to find one when I came across this one. This comment is also my first one because other writings I read there really wasn't much to say, ur writing is just amazing, I look forward to your other pieces.
WhisperOfTheSea
#4
Hello ^^
I wanted to DM you but you've accessed the 1kp to message you so I'm going to post this here instead.
I saw your request for a co-author and I wouldn't mind helping you out with your story. If you accept my friend request, we can talk more about it. :)
Runaina #5
Chapter 4: He doesn't even deserve the guilt he felt. Everything he regrets is meaningless now that the person he owes forgiveness from is gone.

How i am so glad this is only a fic! Can't wait for the other members' guilt stories.
virgo96
#6
Chapter 4: luckly it was just fanfic..
if I was in Tae shoes I probably done more worst than that..
well I have a short temper afterall..XDD
TT.TT
Jomaymayy #7
Chapter 3: I hope they would realize what they have done,dont worry Tae you still have Alexa your best friend
bangtans #8
Chapter 2: your writing is really good! I dont think you have to worry:) yeaa what was that with jimin an hoseok then jungkook did the others find out the truth?? poor taee
Runaina #9
So jimin is with hoseok and then jungkook? Did he have some sort of jealousy issues over Tae or what?! I can't believe it took years for someone to truly know thr truth. Poor Tae. Save him!
MaryLea #10
Parvitasari is right, BTS should know all the truth and regret what they did, Hoseok and Jimin in the first place.