Six years. Six ing years and it went downhill all because of him. Who's to blame anyway? He himself was a busy man. He had his own problems to fix and right now they're more important than his ex-lover. Although that may sound a bit harsh, Jongwoon truly loved Kyuhyun. 

Seeing him once again at their usual date spot didn't surprised him. It made him sadder to be honest. Why did he even came back there? He asked his bestfriend to leave since he wanted to handle Kyuhyun on his own.

"We don't have anything to talk about anymore. We have broken up few days ago. You should stop talking to me and move on. I'm sorry." his words were harsh and cold but he knew this was the only way for the younger to move on. As much as he didn't want to leave him, this was the only way he could forgive himself. "Goodbye Cho Kyuhyun." 

And with those final words, he ended everything between them. He avoided the places Kyuhyun would normally be at. Walking by his place- everything. He never talked to his ex-lover even though there were times Kyuhyun messaged him. 

'And the sixth is when you admit you may have ed up a little'

A year has passed and Jongwoon is now living peacefully. He heard that Kyuhyun was a lot better now unlike when they last saw each other.

As the raven haired man went back to his apartment from work, he noticed a small familiar box lying underneath his table. It didn't looked like it was there for ages but it definitely had a few dusts on top of it. As he reached for it, a small envelope fell out. It wasn't opened yet. He stared at it for quite a long time before deciding to pick it up. On the back of the envelope he saw the writing of his ex-lover. 'To my dearest Jongwoonie.' Hesitant to view the contents of the envelope, he carefully opened it and started reading.

April 10, 2016

Hubby.

I don't know when you'll receive or read this letter, but I hope it reaches out to you just in time. I'm sorry if I didn't give it you right away. I'm just waiting for the right time. Anyway~ I'm not exactly sure where to start... but I guess I want to say that I love you. I love you so much Kim Jongwoon. You are my first and last love. We were never the perfect couple, in fact we are pretty much weird. We are both crazily in love with each other and to be honest it scares me sometimes that what if we broke up suddenly? At first honestly, I was a bit reluctant with us being toget