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He tried and smiled looking at the young boy infront of him but couldn't stop the tears

"You are going to live,Hyung is here for you"

Donghae smiled sadly and looked down,He wanted to live,he wanted to be able to do anything that this illness forbid him to do...

"I want to,but...but it's tiring every single day i have fever,and  i cough blood"Donghae said and looked his Hyung with tears

"Donghae,i know it's tiring..no to be honest i don't know what it feels like but don't give up,you have me,just...just don't give up.."

Donghae smiled with tears and hugged his Hyung,he was the only one except doctor who know about his illness,his family didn't know it either he didn't want them to worry about him..he was gonna tell it,but just not yet

Donghae's doctor gave him some new medicines,that will stop the pain a little,and the fever and some for the blood

After a while Leeteuk helped Donghae to organize his things and they left the hospital,The road back home was silent,not a awkward but a comfortable silence till Leeteuk decided to speak

"I know that my members are not good with you,those kids really sometimes are so impolite"Leeteuk said but Donghae just smiled while walking

"It's okay Hyung,i understand to have another member for the festival it's a bit uncomfortable,since you are so close to each other"

Leeteuk smiled and hugged him without notice that someone was taking photos with them hugging each other and leaving with a smirk

Next day at school

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