Donghae's P.O.V

I was really nervous,i couldn't explain the feeling,i was seating nervously in a chair at Seoul K.Hospital,weeks ago idid my blood examine  i was waiting for the result of my examine,t..there is a possibility to have Leukemia,as my thought's were eating me alive a nurse with a smile walked outside the door,and yelled my name

"Lee Donghae?"

"D-de,here"I said and stand up from my seat and follow her,he entered the doctor's room,he was seating and reading a file,maybe mine file..the nurse bowed to us and left closing the door behind her,

"So,Donghae-shii i saw your result,and i am sorry to inform  you but you have Leukemia"The doctor said with a serious but yet sad tone

Suddenly i felt numb,i couldn't speak and my legs couldn't support my weight either,i fell into the chair and just looked inside the doctors eyes,waiting for him to tell me it's a bad joke and i will wake up from this nightmare

"Y-you are Kidding,b-but how,what is this illness?"I asked i couldn't even speak properly

"Well,leukemia is a cancer of blood cells,often referred as blood cancer,do you ever feel tired,or had unexlained fever?"

"W-well,yes i lost waight,and had fever,some days ago,and i haven't it properly for some days"

"Well,you have all this symptoms,feeling weak or tired,fever or night sweats,or even bleeding and bruising easily"

I nodded to all of them,i couldn't believed i promise to my dad to protect my family,i have a hyung i know but he has his studies..

"I will have a treatment right?"I said with a tone of hope,but his eyes looked more sad than before

"I am sorry but you already reached to the final state,and i am sorry to tell you but you don't have very long to live"

"P-please don't tell my family about it,i will tell them when i feel ready..please?"I said and he nodded sadly then I looked at him,What?Me? No,No i can't leave my family my friends..no,I smiled and bowed before leaving,the hospital i couldn't stay there,

This is so much for me to handle..I arrived home and tried to smile at my mom she was washing the dishes i went,close behind her and hugged her from her waist,making her jump of the shock

"Yahh.Lee Donghae,what are you doing,you gave me a s