Nichkhun get out from taec office with heavy breath, and go to yuri's room. yuri is cutting some fruit for her and nichkhun.

"what are you doing there? come in" yuri say to nichkhun who looking at her from the door

"are you okay? you look like zombie, what are you and taec talking about?" yuri give him apple 

"me and taec? nothing. we just talk about... business?" khun take the apple and eat it 

"really? so what are you and vic talking about before?" yuri asked 

nichkhun eat his apple "...just about, she say goodbye to me, then i said she doesnt have to stop work on us until we have someone who can replace her" khun explained 

"i think she really feel sorry to us, right? she doesnt have to anyway" yuri eat her apple

yuri pov 

i smiled, just like another day, smile and try to take all of this. i almost lost my precious one, and i dont want to lose someone anymore. i see him, touching her cheeks with his lovely gaze. i think something is going on. but i dont want to take it wrong, i just have to pretend that i'm not seeing it.

 nichkhun eat his apples while staring at me lovely, i cracked a  smile, someone knocked on the door

"yes, come in" khun said

"excuse me, i just want to make sure that you've eat your vitamin" the nurse give a vitamin to me 

"thankyou." i take the vitamin

"i'll go then.  i'm sorry for disturbing" the she walk out from the room.

i put it on the desk beside me, khun is still staring at me while my tummy

"what khun?" i asked

"what? nothing. i just... want to feel you and our baby" he said

"um, i know it. you know that its has been 7 years since i know you, right? i know you well khun, you must have something to tell to me, right?" i smiled smoothly

"no yul. there nothing." he hold my hand

"you know that you dont have to hiding something me. but its okay if you dont want to tell me now" i hold his hand back

"trust me. babe. i'm not hiding something, i just.. little bit tired and need rest" khun said 

"okay then, rest well there" i pointed at sofa, he nodded.

"i love you" he said suddenly.  i just nodded while give him a smile.

i know its all not about love, there is no way he can love me, we are bestfriend for 7 years and now we admited that we are fall for each other. everybody know that between love and friendship is nothing. we never have a chances, we force to choose friendship or love, so we sacrificed our friendship. but we know that we have concequence, we can lose somebody or we have nothing left. and i dont want something terrible like that happened to me. i'll never let it. 

khun once said to me that, he will protect me. he will love me. he will never make me in pain or dying because of him. i trust him, however i know him too well, he is kind man with good manner to woman. i believe in him, no. i want to believe in him even if someday he will broke his promises, i just want to believe in him once. i'll believe.

yuri pov end

victoria pov

i'm in pain. just too sick to belive that i'm in love with married man. i know that i cant do this. but what should i do with this feeling? i'm in love just because he is good listener, he understand me. even if i want to run to him now, open the door and hug him tightly and say that i would never leave him, i'm too scared of karma. i just dont want to be devil between them. yuri is good woman, she care of me, she loved him, and.. she having his baby. i know i just know him now, but what should i do if i cant handle this strange feeling? what should i do if i want him badly. i want he hold my hand just like he hold her hand, i want he looking at me with those lovely gaze. i want feel him.  but someone is need him more than me. i tried to understand it but my ego is stronger than this. 

i just want to loved. by you.

victoria pov end 

nichkhun pov

i'm scared yuri know something, even if i didnt do something wrong, but i just dont want her to missunderstood. i must admited that i like victoria, but i just 'like' her now. she is such a strong and good she is caring and thoughful, but that just it. i just like her. i keep wishpered to my self that i just like her like a friend. yuri is my wife. my bestfriend, my life parter. we've know each other for 7 years and i know she want everything best for me. she is know me better than my self, so am i. slowly i fall for her, for her lovely side, her motherly side. for her charm. i want make yuri feel comfrortable beside me, make her feel safe. but i dont think everything doing well now, once by once incident happened, and now a girl come to me and tell me that she is have some strange feeling toward me. i just dont want to hurt anybody. so i comfort her by saying i couldnt make her ruined her life just by liking someone who has married