The air in morning always give me energy to start my tough day with bright smile. I have already stay in Tokyo for 1 week. Untill now, Im still dont know when I will going back to Korea.

My first appointment with new doctor will starting today. 

I feel so nervous, uwuuu.

Howon Oppa squat in front of me who is sit on the wheelchair.

"Aerin-ah, this is your new hospital. Soon, you will meet your new doctor. He's so handsome, trust me." He wink to me then he stand up and push my wheelchair.

Handsome? I dont like to see handsome guy anymore. Appa and all of my Oppa are handsome enough for me.

Howon Oppa leave me at the waiting place and he's going into one of the room that have here.

oh! Its Song Joong Ki's room. That my doctor right. Fuh.

After 10 minutes waiting...

"What take so long!" I mumble then sigh.

Howon Oppa went out from the room with bright smile. He approach me then squat in front of me.

"Are you ready to make your first physiotheraphy?" Ask Howon Oppa.

"Nae!"

"Great!" He stand up.

"Lets go!" He continue.

"Yeay! Lets go!" I say with bright smile.

After I and Howon Oppa going into the doctor's room, I see one man is sitting on the chair while writing something on the paper.

He diligently writing. I thinks what my brother said earlier is true, he's so handsome, hehe.

Aerin... back to your sense, please. Fuh.

The doctor lift his head and look at me.

"Ahh. Annyeonghasaeyo~ Aerin-ssi." He bow his head towards me.

"Nae, Annyeonghasaeyo~"

"You can call me Dr. Jongki." He smile at me.

Wahh, his smile, So sweet!

"Ahh, Nae Dr.Jongki."

"Thats great! Should we start your physiotheraphy now?"

"Yes, sure!"

He smile and stand up. He approach me then push my wheelchair towards the theraphy room. Howon Oppa just follow behind us.

"This is parallel bars. It can help you to walk slowly." Dr. Jongki show me the tool that I will use for my physiotheraphy.

"Bars? I hate bars!!" I say loudly.

Howon Oppa and Dr. Jongki shocked by what I said. Dr. Jongki quickly squat in front me and face me.

"Are you okay Aerin-ssi? Did anything disturb you?" Ask Dr. Jongki.

"I hate bars..." I reply with low voice.

"Maybe you are little phobia with it. Its okay, I will make sure it will not hurt you okay."

I just nod.

"Good girl." Dr. Jongki rub my hair.

"let me help you stand up." Howon Oppa hand me a help.

I slowly stand up and hold the bars beside me. I use my all strength to stay balance. With Howon Oppa and Dr. Jongki support, I manage to walk step by step but my leg still tremble. 

Before my third step, I fall but Howon Oppa manage to catch me.

Oh my god! I feel like my heart will jump out from my body! Wahh! Its so scary!

"Are you okay dear?" ask Howon Oppa to me. 

I didnt reply to Howon Oppa question and just stay silent.

"Let Aerin rest first, Hoya-ssi." Dr. Jongki say to Howon Oppa.

Howon Oppa just nod his head. He lift me and put me on a couch. Howon Oppa stare at my face. I bet he saw my face became pale.

"Aerin-ah, why did your face became pale?" Ask Howon Oppa.

I still stay silent like a rock.

"Waeyo, Hoya-ssi?" Ask Dr. Jongki to Howon Oppa.

"Aerin's face. Its so pale."

"Let me see it." Dr. Jong sit in front of me. He check my face.

"Aerin-ssi.. are you scared?" Ask Dr. Jongki to me.

"I... Im scared..." My tears start to fall slowly.

"Gwenchana Aerin-ssi. You rest first okay." He rub my tears.

Dr. Jongki ask Howon Oppa to follow him to his table. They sit on a chair and face each other.

"What happend Doctor?" Ask Howon Oppa.

"Aerin have phobia on bars. She might really shock when she fell because she scared that the bars will fell on her too. So, I thought she have to do the physiotheraphy once in a week than twice in a week, is that okay?"

"I thinks its okay though."

"I suggest you to calm her and support her before she do the physiotheraphy."

"I will Doctor. Thank you for today." Howon Oppa stand up and bow to Dr. Jongki. Dr. Jongki do the same thing to Howon Oppa.

I slowly calm after drink some water. Howon Oppa lift and put me on my wheelchair. Howon Oppa decided to go back home because he worry if I continue the physiotheraphy, I will faint or else.

I thanks and bow to Dr. Jongki before I went out from his room. Dr. Jongki smile and bow to me back.

"Aerin-ssi, we'll meet next week okay!" Say Dr. Jongki and he smile to me.

"Nae." I nod my head and smile to Dr. Jongki.

I and Howon Oppa went out from Dr. Jongki room and go towards to Howon Oppa's car. Howon Oppa lift and put me on the seat in the car. He get into the driver seat and drive home.

Im so grateful that my physiotheraphy is end, yeah! 

Oh wait! it is just my first physiotheraphy, right?! Oh no! 

Will I die soon? Urgh!

I hate this! Eomma! Appa! Help me. Hm.

I cant be like this. I have to recover faslty. I want to show to whoever underestimate me that I can walk just like all people out there.

Yeah! Fighting Aerin-ssi!