it has been quite a while now since you've introduced me to her. been quite a while since it became the three of us; me, you, and krystal. we became so inseparable since then. you two as the school's power couple and me as the resident best friend. but of course, it didn't take quite long for you both to notice my lonliness, so, you both introduced me to jimin.

              soon, our three-man group turned into four. friendly dates suddenly turned into double dates, and soon enough you and soojung were wrapped again into your own little world while i was left with jimin.

              we easily became close, well, at least as close as any new strangers could get. 

              he was nice, talented, and good-looking. a definite gentleman. and sure he was perfect, but your imperfections were the one's i have and will always long for.

              he was always there whenever i felt alone, always there to make me smile whenever i felt lonely, and always there to listen whenever i needed someone to talk to. but still, he wasn't you. he could never replace you. 

              i still accepted him though, as a friend at first, but im not oblivious enough to not notice his growing feelings.

              he made me feel safe and loved.something i know i will never get from you. i felt so cruel for not being able to reciprocate those feelings. i felt so evil for leading him on even though the love i always longed for