Just as a precaution, I am going to state that this will be a depressing story. 

This features many hints that this is about death, in which it is, therefore I will suggest you not to read it if the thought of death is unpleasant to read about, or if depression and death are things that happen to trigger you. 

No, I am not writing this to gain attention. I am simply writing this because I wanted to, and it allows me to express my thoughts through this writing. :)

Thank you.