Now, please read.

 

27th February 2016.

 

Our 4th Monthsarry. 120 Days. Wow.

 

i have something for you, wait okay?

 

 

Awkward meeting, barely talking,
then a look, then one phrase.
Best of friends, stolen glances
wide smiles, hearts ablaze.

Hard work, exhaustion, tears
years of labour, joy, and sorrow
silent prayers for all our fears
unsure of where we’d be tomorrow

Secretly your lips embraced me
fanning that flame.
Then the stage, then the lights,
then the screams and the fame.

But all the chants and cheers
they never mean as much
as your dimpled smile, your eyes,
and your small loving touch.

You’re my friend, my brother, my lover
my arms are here for you to take cover
My body a vessel, yours to control
There’s only you, you have my soul

And even if I lost it all
if you were by my side
I wouldn’t care so much
so long as we both tried
to keep this flame alive.

 

As it said,

 

as we both tried to keep this flame alive.

 

I promise i will try to keep our relationship, and never stop.

 

Until you tell me to stop.

 

Stop trying

Stop loving

Stop everthing.

 

I get it. Kamu kadang marah sama aku. Karena aku seperti itu ( jutek,pemarah,dsb. )

 

Maaf. Maaf. Maaf.

 

Kalau aku nyusahin kamu.

 

Maaf.

 

Kalau aku menyebalkan.

 

Maaf.

 

Hanya itu yang bisa aku ucapin.

 

 

Happy 4th Monthsarry. I hope to God, we can longlast.

 

xoxo,

your baby jihoonie.