Months passed by like this.

Cnu and I went on many 'dates' together.

I kinda liked spending time with him.

Even though i know he's not real.

It doesn't matter,at least i have something to look forward to in my life.

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[Dream land]

I walked in and stood in front of his bed,watching him sleep.

He must have been tired from last night.

I picked up his cover from the ground and layed it over him.

As soon as he felt it his eyes fluttered open.

"go back to sleep,i know your tired". I said.

He started to get up but i pushed him back down with my finger tips. "listen to me"

Cnu interlaced his fingers with mine. "im not tired baby"

I sighed and ignored him as usual.

"stop lying to m-" he suddenly pulled me down on top of him.

He hugged me tightly. "i can't sleep,were going on a date today".

I sat up on his stomach. "we go on dates everyday oppa".

He laughed a little and i got up. "fine i guess we'll go somewhere"

He got out of bed and kissed my cheek. "i'll go get ready".

Cnu came out twenty minutes later. "ready?".

I nodded and he grabbed my hand,walking me to the parallel door.

He opened it and went to the screen of selections,he click on a amusement park?!

"But im scared of rollar coasters" i shyly said while looking down.

"Im here" he said while smiling sweetly.

We walked around the amusement park and ate a lot of food.

We even bought a couple tee,he wanted to 'try it out'.

I agreed just because i didn't want to head his whining.

He pointed to a large ferris wheel. "let's get on that?"

I shook my head. "let's not and say we did?"

He dragged me to the line regardless of what i thought.

The next thing i knew we were at the front of the line.

"come on~" he motioned me to get in the dangling cart.

He held out his hand and pulled me in,sitting me next to him.

The worker closed the door and the ferris wheel began to move a little.

"you sure your not sleepy?" i questioned him.

He shook his head. "a little,but i'll sacrifice my sleep for you".

I hit his arm. "but your tired!,i told you not to do that for me..."

I looked down feeling guilty as ever.

Cnu wrapped an arm around me and pulled me into his chest.

"don't worry about me"

I just looked down and didn't respond.

"hey...look at me"

He lifted my chin up and i looked up at him with watery eyes.

He wiped my tears with his thumb.

"what's wrong? are you scared?"

I shook my head. "i-im not scared..im-"

I stopped talking in the middle,

I didn't want to tell him how i really felt.

"you don't have to tell me,i won't bother you about it."

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Before i knew it we were at the bottom again.

The worker opened the door and instructed us to get off.

"i have ten more minutes" i warned him.

He nodded and we walked back to the door hand-n-hand.

He brung us back home.

"i had fun today" i shyly said.

Cnu smiled and nodded. "me too Hyunsoo"

My alarm went off and i headed to the door.

He grabbed my arm turned me around and planted a kiss on my forehead.

"have fun today,and come back soon"

I wrapped my arms around his neck and hugged him once last time.

"i'll miss you oppa"

I quickly let go and waved while walking out the door.

"i'll....miss you too." Cnu said after i left.

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This isn't right.

He's not even real Hyunsoo! I tired persuading myself.

But the way he calls my name,holds my hand and kisses me good bye every time i leave.

That feeling is real.

I sighed and threw the covers up.

"How could i have fallen for you oppa?" i said while sitting up in my bed.

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Don't you hate when you have your whole chapter typed up and the computer shuts down,freezes or you accidently pushed on a link?

That's how i feel right now D:

The chapter i typed was soooo good,but i forgot about half of it

So i winged it! TT^TT forgive me if it isn't good.

Thanks for reading <3

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No gifs today bc Cnu is just so y all the good gifs are bandwidthed u__________u