Confused Feelings

Itazura na Kiss
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Jiyong was laying on his bed—His mind was messy and unclear. He stared at the ceiling,wiping the tears that kept falling. 

He was devastated with everything that has been happening in his life. He tossed and turned trying to figure out what is happening to him. Yet nothing seems to work. 

He stared at the love letter that he wrote for seungri which was placed on the corner of the bed. 

I wrote a love letter for the first time, for my first love. But I was rejected...Before even knowing about my feelings I was rejected...Despite everything I still love him, Is it really worth it? All this pain..? He's in the same house as me yet he's so far away... far away from me...

He lied on his back with his face facing the ceiling. He held hand onto his chest, warm drops escaped from the corner of his eye. “It hurts” He breathed out, Before he knows darkness filled his mind.

Few knocks could be heard from the door of Jiyongs room. 

“I'm coming in” A young fimiliar male with wet hair was revealed as the door opened ajar. “The baths free you can go—”  His voice echoed the room, not receiving any answer. He soon found the other laying on the bed soundlessly asleep. The area beside his eyes was dried wet hinting the person had fallen asleep crying. 

A letter which was placed just a few metres away from the sleeping figure, which caught seungri's attention. His curiosity made him read it. For a second he looked at Jiyong with loving eyes but it soon disappeared as he walked out of the room. Was it really worth it? Those painful feeling...

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Jiyong was packing up for the sports festival that was being held today. I'm really not in the mood for this festival, everythings so gloomy He thought as he placed his belongings in his sports bag. He grabbed his bag and advanced downstairs were Yu Ri and Jaehwa were waiting. 

“Jiyyonggg!!” Yu Ri hugged him. “Today's your sports festival, Right?” She cheerfully asked. She looked more excited than him. 

“To be honest, I'm not that excited” Jiyong scratched the back of his neck, managing to smile a bit.

 “Jiyongie Smile!” Yu Ri clicked a picture of jiyong, He immediately reacted by placing a hand over his eyes after the flash. “Ahhh Cute!” She clapped her hands together, smiling at the picture. 

“Uh—” Jiyong was cutted by her. “Honey, take my picture with my future son-in-law” A blush flushed around Jiyongs cheeks at Yu Ri's sudden pronunciation.

“S-Son-in-law?” He stuttered, but his thoughts were distraited as Yu Ri's hand wrapped around his neck. After a few poses and snaps, She lets go and squeaks at the sight.

“Omo this is so cute!!” She pinches Jiyong's cheek, earning a whimper by him. “Honey Look at this” She wiggled the picture at Jaehwa.

“You people are so noisy” A groaned was heard by Seungri as he came towards them, glancing at Jiyong, who quickly averted his eyes away. “Oh so your in the red team” Seungri commented, pointing at his shirt. “The loser team” He added after a pause. 

“Who you calling a loser huh?” Jiyong snapped. “Your in the blue team so what? You wait and watch red team will beat your stupid team” He pointed his index finger at Seungri who laughed at his action.

“Yea right we'll see, we all know who the winners are, Obviously the Blue team” 

“Please Mr.Lee Seungri, For your kind information I have already won a bet against you before. So watch your smart mouth” Jiyong glared, doubting that the person he loved was really this overconfident devil. “Also overconfidence usually becomes the reason for a person's fail. Now you don't want that, do you?” Statisfied, Jiyong mentally pats himself. 

“Boys, Boys” Yu Ri pouts. “Look at this picture I took of you two when you were busy arguing with each other” They turn to look at it—Jiyong had his finger stuck real close to Seungri's face while he just smirked. 

Seungri rolled his eyes. “I'm tired of your paparazzi self” He sighs, walking off to the table filled with food. Jiyong follows him next to the table and places himself opposite to the other. 

“Enjoy, Today's special is by Lee Yu Ri collaboration with Kwon Jiwook” She exclaims. “Eat well, so you do well” Sensing an awkward tense atmosphere between the two. “Ehm” She clears , earning the attention of the two. “Which races are you two participating in?”

“Relay Race” Both of them announced at the same time, glancing at each other for a quick second. “Oh so your gonna compete against each other?” Jaehwa asked as he slurped a sip from his tea.

 “Oh my god, Destiny” Yu Ri drops her side of the thought happily, not caring about the awkwardness afterwards. “Stop with the nonsense, mom” She rolls her eyes before happily snapping more pictures of them despite Jiyong's uneasiness and Seungri's annoyance.

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“The sports Festival is now starting, All parents and family members are requested to settle down at the bunches. And all participants are requested to gather at their team spots” The principle yelled through the megaphone.

“It's starting” Daesung applied sunblock at his bare skin. “These shorts are too short, my legs are gonna tan” He complained. 

 “Such a girl” Taeyang passed a comment as he, Jiyong and daesung went over to their team spot. 

“We gotta win” Jiyong bit his lips while his eyes were focused on the red team just beside them. “We gotta win...” He muttered.

 “Are you doing black magic on the red team?” Taeyang raised a brow, earning a glare from the other. “No like seriously, You know even if you love Seungri, black magic is not the answer Jiyong”

“Shut up” Jiyong snapped, inhaling a large amount of oxygen and exhaled soon after. “I wasn't talking about love here”

  “Then?” Taeyang crossed his arms.

 “Today this morning Seungri and me had an argument” 

 “About” Taeyang gestured to carry on.

 “He said that I was on the loser team and the blue team will win, So I want to prove him wrong” Jiyong said, with a serious expression.

 “How dare he—But we all know he's right”

“Taeyang! Your hopeless” Jiyong gave up, raising his hand in defeat.

 “Jagiya~Long Time no see” Top back hugged Jiyong, gesturing his love.

“We just met yesterday” Jiyong struggled to break free from his grip.

“27 hours, 34 minustes and 2 seconds are very long for me” Top continued his cheesy flirting tactics to win the latters heart.

“Ehm I think we should focus more on the race rather than flirting around” The team captain came in scoffing. “We need to focus on the races as it's about to start soon. Everyone come gather here” She waved to the red team members. “Okay so everyone here?” There was a chorus of 'yes'. She explained everyone there parts in the races but everyone refused to cooperate and objected. 

On the other hand. The red team were very oraganized and concentrated. Their team work was awesome and well prepared. Seungri glanced at Jiyong's team, chuckling at the chaos among the reds. “Your totally gonna lose” 

Soon after all the arrangements the races began, First started by the sack race followed by the rest of the other five races. The red team had scored fiffteen points and The blue team had only five points.

“Next up is the relay race a race which contains 20 points in total” The vice sports teacher announced through the megaphone. “In the relay race, First the participant has to hula hoop 3 times then pass the stick to the next team member who has to crawl through the tunnel and find a clue card there and pass it to the other member. Now this member has to guess the object and find it. After finding the object they quickly have to pass the stick to the last member who has to run fast. Whoever wears the grey shirt first will be the winner of this race”

“This is getting out of hand, We need to make a punishment for whoever loses” Jiyong yelled. “Whoever in this team shows less afford and plays half heartedly will....will buy food for the whole team” He puts his thought in front of the others, to which everyone agrees.<

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bhoomika
#1
Chapter 5: please continue this when you get free time 🥺🥺
Sakuramoi
#2
Chapter 5: Pls continue the story authornim
pandari_1212 #3
Chapter 5: please update
Vipmelody7
#4
Chapter 5: Please update again
Gosh I laughed so much
Vipmelody7
#5
Oh my gosh
Haven't read it yet but I'm laughing already(playful kiss)
peggyw #6
Chapter 5: Cute adaptation
isha92 #7
Chapter 5: Authornim where are you T_T pleasee continue this story authornim
ruthyou7 #8
Love this story! ! ! !