Jaebum’s POV

        I watched as Youngjae closed the bathroom door. I let a big sigh then walked to the couch in the living room. My thoughts were filled by Youngjae. I really couldn’t tell him what I was doing for these past days because it’s kind of surprise for him. I wanted him to be the first person to, … okay.

        I could hear the water running. I have to think what I should do to make Youngjae less angry with me. I have to do something, but I couldn’t think of any. It’s ! Suddenly, my phone ringing got me startled.

        “Hello.”

        “Jaebum-ah, are you in the dorm now?” –my manager hyung’s voice was on the line.

        “Yes, I am. Why?”

        “PD-nim wants to meet you. He rearranged the schedule for you because he’ll go to New York again. And he wants to meet you now, if you are ready.”

        “Now?”

        “Yes. Are you ready? Or do you need some more time? I could tell him, if you aren’t ready yet.”

        “No, hyung. I’m ready. I’ll meet him.” –I knew PD-nim well. He could be easily disappointed if we said we are not ready. So, it’s better to meet him now and hear what he would say, either a critic or compliment. I better prepare myself for the worst.

        “Okay. I’ll tell him. You can meet him here, in the company. By the way, is Youngjae home?”

        “Yes, Youngjae is in home with me.” –I answered, looking at the younger who has just finished his shower. He muttered, “Who?” and I replied with “Manager hyung.” He nodded then went to our room.

        “Call me when you are here.” –the manager hung up.

        I sat for a while, looking to nothing. I startled a bit when Youngjae patted my shoulder.

        “Oh, you surprised me!” –I said clutching my chest. He just laughed. Suddenly, I felt he was better now, not annoying or angry with me again. And I found myself smiling to him. Like an idiot. Why did I fall in love with this strange kid?

        “Sorry. What did manager hyung say?”

        “Oh. He said that PD-nim wants to meet me and I have to be in the company in an hour. I’ll have my shower now.” –I answered as walking to the bathroom, left Youngjae alone in the living room.

        I finished my shower quickly because I have to prepare for everything before meeting with PD-nim. I just found myself casual clothes because maybe I’ll need it to practice dance, killing my mood if I ever got scolded by PD-nim.

After getting myself ready, I walked to the living room to find Youngjae sleeping on the couch. Actually, he looked so tired that I didn’t want to wake him. So, I just leaned in close to give him a kiss on the cheek. That got him up. A yawn escaped his little mouth.

“Are you going now, hyung?” –he asked with sleepy eyes.

“Yes. You looked tired. Go take a rest in the room, on the bed. Don’t sleep here or your body will be sore.”

“No. I’m up. I want to accompany you, hyung, if that’s okay with you.” –he mumbled the last words. I smiled to him. Of course, it’s okay, more than okay for me. I need to spend some times with him. I always miss him if he’s not by myside. Ugh, why did I suddenly think something so cheesy?

        “Well… let’s go then. We better hurry or PD-nim will scold me.” I took his hand and walked with him out the dorm. We walked to the company hand in hand. I kept my hand on Youngjae’s and he didn’t protest. I guessed his mood was better now.

       “Youngjae?” –I asked while we were walking. The weather was nice, and if I I’ve known better, I would probably asked him out for a date. But, I have to keep myself focus, so I could show my best to Youngjae later. What they said, save the better for later.

        “Hm?” –Youngjae hummed as he squished my hand.

        “Are you not sulking anymore?” –I asked carefully, afraid that if I did it careless, it would ruin his mood again.

        “No. Why would I? I never get sulking with you, hyung?” –he said, smiling at me.

        “Huh? Then why were you acting cold in the dorm before?” –I confusedly asked him. Like, really, I knew that he was sulking before, or did I just over react with his action?

        “Oh. That. Hm, I wasn’t sulking before, just a bit disappointed with myself because you still haven’t trust me. I was really curious about what you were doing, hyung. But, when I was in the bathroom, I knew that you must have your own reason to keep it secret. So, now, I’m fine.” –he explained to me. I smiled at him. Nodding as he understood my reason for not telling him and been so thankful as he didn’t force me to.

        “I’ll tell you, Youngjae. I promise that you’ll be the first person who knows. Okay, babe?” I chuckled seeing his face turned red at that time. I squished his hand while he hit me, again, mumbled that I should watch what I said.

In the meantime, we arrived at the company. Suddenly, I felt so nervous. I kept telling myself that I have to meet PD-nim to get some good advices. So, my surprise for Youngjae will be great enough. A sigh left my mouth and I could tell Youngjae was staring at me. He has this expression when he so concern and worry.

“I’m fine. I’m fine. I just feel a bit nervous. I don’t know why. Haha…” I awkwardly laughed to ease the tension around us.

“Don’t be nervous, hyung. You’ll be just fine. PD-nim won’t scold you. If he did, come to me.” –he assured me, smiling. And I couldn’t help, but returned his smile. I felt recharged from his beautiful smile to me. I asked him to wait for me, because seriously, if I ever had PD-nim scolding me, I only found peace in Youngjae. So, I wanted to keep him around in case something bad happened.

“I’ll wait for you in the vocal practice room, hm?” I nodded to his statement and hugged him. He patted my back, encouraging me. I let myself fell for that hug, but we broke the hug anyway. Then, we separated, I went upstairs to where PD-nim’s room is and Youngjae went downstairs.

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Youngjae’s POV

        After we broke the hug, I watched him as he take the stairs. I let a sigh. I’ve known JB hyung for quite a while and I knew him better than anyone, well except Jinyoung hyung if that counts. I could tell that he was so stress for these past few weeks, exactly. I didn’t know the reason and that upset me more. I wanted him to trust me and tell me his problems. But, on the other side, I also didn’t want to force him. If he felt like need to tell me, then he would tell me. I’m sure about that. So, in the end, I just made sure that I’ll always be there for him whenever he needs me. I have to let my selfish side to drown, so I could be man up and helped JB hyung.

        I found my way to the vocal practice room with so many thoughts running in my head. I needed to distract my mind and what would be the best distraction than music? Music made me calm and helped me arranged my mind and heart better. So, in the vocal room, I started playing piano and singing my favorite songs along with GOT7’s songs.

        I didn’t know how long I stayed there. But, suddenly, I got so concern because JB hyung hasn’t contacted me yet. So, I picked up my phone and dialed his number. I waited for an answer, but got nothing. And that made me more worry. He didn’t answer my phone. But, why? Was he okay? Did PD-nim really scolding him?

        I took no time to send him a message and hoping he would reply this time.

Hyung, are you ok? I’m still waiting for you. Call me if anything happens. Fighting!

Love you. J

        I sat in silent as I was waiting for his reply. Looking to nothing, but thinking about everything. Until this time, sometimes I still couldn’t believe that JB hyung would like me, more over love me. I never knew that his statement on the fan café back then was truly how he felt about me. And I still couldn’t believe that I just reply his statement with “puke”. I couldn’t help but felt so thankful that JB hyung really meant it and never took it back but only replied with the cheesiest comment he ever wrote. Every time those thoughts crossed my mind, I would end up smiling like crazy person.

        Never in my life, I imagined that someone would be meaning so much to me, out of my family. I honestly, wasn’t a type that would scream my love out for someone. I never really thought that I would be in relationship or get married with someone. JB hyung was really a brand-new world for me. At that time, when he was confessing, I thought that he was lying or throwing a joke to me because like our fans said that I was the truly innocent one in the group.

        But, when he kept insisting that it wasn’t a joke and he kept telling me for about a week, replaying his confession to me over and over again, I guessed at that time I was falling hard for him, for his great desire. Now, we’ve been in relationship for about 7 month.        Suddenly, I remembered about how persistent he can be. He got over possessive about me even he never got embarrassed every time he claimed me as his. Youngjae is mine. His deep voice when he said it still ringing in my ear. I couldn’t help but let a chuckled. For the fans, it was me who was the first claiming him as mine, but the truth was him. JB hyung was the first to claim me even in front of the members, he never looked hesitant to say it.

        After a while, I have the courage to claim him back even calling him “baby”. I said in one of the Thai Program “Not JB, but baby”. And I got JB hyung so excited for the rest of the night in the hotel. Since then, he kept calling me “baby” while I got so embarrassed about it already. Wow, I couldn’t believe that our 7 months relationship would be so long to describe. I kept smiling to myself as the thoughts about us popped up one by one, until someone interrupted me. I saw JB hyung leaned in to the door. He was expressionless. That time my smile was disappear.

        “Hyung…” –I managed to call him. Worry over my mind and probably seen on my face. JB hyung kept silent as he approached me. Suddenly, I felt his body weight on me. He hugged me so tight. And I could feel his heartbeats against my chest.

        “Hyung…” –I called him again as I tapped his back, trying to calm him. He still kept silent. And I didn’t know what to do, so I just hugged him back and kept my mouth shut. The room was so silent that I could literally hear his heavy breath and heartbeats. JB hyung moved a little so he could hug me better.

        “Let me stay like this for a while… babe…” –he managed to say it and I knew something must be wrong just from his broken voice.

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a/n: I honestly kept changing my idea. Like, I got so many ideas running in my head, but I don’t know how to write it. I just hope that you can enjoy this story. I’ll work harder for this. Fighting!

Oh, and I don’t think I can update on weekdays because I have to go to work and I’m kind a bit busy since it’s the beginning of the year. So, yeah… please understand me… huhu.. T.T But, I’ll work hard for this every time I got my time. Fighting and have a nice day! ^^9