Kang Seulgi

My bear,

My Love,

My former Girlfriend.

We used to be best of friends since our feelings mutually connected to each other.

It's Different already. Our love has becameinfinite and no bounderies.

Remember the first time that you told me hello? It was an awkward moment that I will always know

I remember us laughing in that simple, little moment

A time when we lived solely for our own enjoyment

Remember the first time that you held my hand? A moment filled with confusion that I didn't understand

I had felt warmth and a tingling in my heart

A memory in my mind that will never depart

Remember the first time you held me in your embrace? An action filled with love and done with such grace

My own heart started beating like an endless melody

A song that never stopped in our own little fantasy

We dance together like butter and jelly.

Remember the first time that our lips finally met? A beautiful moment I will never forget

It was like an explosion of love that I cannot truly explain

A metallic wine or the sweetest tasting champagne

Remember the first time that you told me goodbye? The only moment we had that I wanted to die

You were gonna leave me because you needed to be free

Do I regret my decision? I regret it every second that passes by

Because you will always be my first love

And my love for you will never die.

She's the first one to confess, but I was the first one to like and love her since we met. She does'nt know before. Like now. I was waiting for an oppurtunity. Waiting for that right time.

That she will.

"I like you Mina, I know this is weird. but ever since we always get together everyday. I had this unlikely unvibrant feelings for you. I can't explain why." she turned into a crimson red which she looks like a bear havung blush on powder on her face.

I just pinched her cheeks, which usually people get shocked normally of unexpected situations.

"I'm waiting for you to say something Penguin" looking other direction not to look at me

Bear.

Don't be shy.

I just chuckled and ruining her hair. Pat pat. "You don't have to worry about my answer Seul."

"I don't like you."

"I love you.More than just a friend" I just went towards her and hugged her. Staring each gaze , I just cuffed her cheeks. 

"Your'e bluffing My bear" I laughed and giggled

"No i'm not" she pouted

This is even my best moments in my life.

Which is just erased suddenly on her memories.

Our first date.

Our first kiss.

Our first encounter that our body bounded together.

She's my first.

Erased.

It hurts, like an air thats stucked on your heart and clenches.

It hurts.

So much.

Even though both sides of our parents know about Us.

My mom and dad doesn't care as long as I'm happy with my love with that person.

Seulgi's parents doesn't. They're careful of their images especially her dad. Maybe that's why they transferred seulgi to a new school. Seoul Arts National Highschool. Since that accident came up with her. Various entoxicating flushes memories of her. Dissapeared. And im the one who has left with memores driven into my mind and in my heart.

I know not all things could start all over again in just a second not all things should end just in a snap of fingers some things should be more valued, more appreciated, embraced because we have no idea if these things can happen again or if this is the first and last time it will ever ha