This is the reality of the ugly world we live in. Where the ugly are despised and outcast. Where you are observed for your outside beauty rather than what's inside. However, the one thing many seem to temporarily forget is that the outside beauty never lasts long. It will fade one day and you will be left with nothing but your ugly personality.

Ugly. Outcast. Rejected. Lonely. Despised. Shun.

All words that perfectly descibe me. 

My name is Choi Seunghyun but you all probably know me better by my stage name, TOP. I am part of a Korean pop group called Big Bang. I am the oldest and the main rapper. I am cast in the most dramas in Big Bang due to my 'good looks'. However I have a secret. I wasn't always this good looking. In fact, if you saw what I looked like 7 years ago, you would never even consider comparing me to who I was then to what I am today. I think now is the time to share my story with you.

My story of how I came to be Big Bang's TOP.