Hallucination : Slipping from Reality II

난 당신 없이 살 수 없다.

“Yah! Hyung! what are you doing?!” I turned around, but there was no one around. Who was talking to me? “Hyung? What’s the matter?” I turned around again, but again, no one was there. “Odiya?” I called out, hoping it was one of the guys messing around. But no one replied. “Hyung? It’s me, hyung.”  I recognised that voice oh so well, but it wasn’t possible that i could hear it, nor that he was here. I tried to ignore the fake voice coming from my mind, but it kept calling me. “Where are you going?” He kept asking, but i didn’t answer. This wasn’t right. This isn’t how it’s supposed to be. “Yah, Hyung! Answer me!! Where are you going? It looks like it’s going to rain!” He said. I stopped walking. In the middle of the path. I took out my phone, and looked at my lock screen. “Taehyung-ah…Why am i hallucinating?” I mumbled sadly, looking at the photo of all 7 of us. I sniffed, trying to hold my tears in. I pushed the phone back in my pocket, only for it to start ringing. “Hyung…” It was Namjoon. 

“W-Waegeurae?”I asked, still sniffing. 

“It’s Jungkook, hyung…” He sounded in pain. “What’s happened?” I questioned. “He’s been run over.” 

Those 2 words echoed in my mind. 

RUN OVER.

RUN OVER.

RUN OVER.

RUN OVER. 

RUN OVER. 

I ran. Where? I don’t know. I should have been on my way to the hospital. But thats the one thing i did know. I wasn't on my way towards the hospital. My legs kept running, faster and faster. Then i arrived. I found the place my heart was leading me. I sat down on the grass.  

 

I lay down. Trying to collect my thoughts, trying to calm myself down a little at least. I closed my eyes ; Taking deep breathes. 

I opened my eyes. 

Yah” I looked up to see them running around, acting crazy like always. 

“Hyung!” Jungkook wined and pushed Yoongi. They fell on the floor together, before getting up and running around again. Taehyung sat on his own though. He sat down, pulling at the grass. Namjoon joined him. It eased my heart slightly. Knowing that he wasn’t entirely alone. “here” Hoseok handed Jimin a photo. “Gomopda.” He smiled, although there was a hint of sadness in his smile. “Where’s Jin-Hyung?” Yoongi suddenly asked. The other 5 shrugged. Jungkook stood up and pointed at me. He Grinned. “Hyung!!” He ran over to me and hugged me, pushing me over. I smiled and hugged him. “Gwenchana?” He asked. I nodded. “You need to stop working so much hyung! We hardly see you anymore!” He complained. I nodded my head. “But someone has to make money for us.” I smiled. Jungkook rolled his eyes. “We all have part time jobs hyung. Stop doing your mother-act.” He joked, pushing me over. I smiled. “Let’s face it though, Jin-hyung is like our mum” Hoseok said, holding out a hand for me to get up, i thanked it and grabbed it. 

“Jin-Hyung!” Namjoon called me. As i went to greet him, Taehyung grabbed me, hugging me. “We have to go, hyung.” He mumbled. “Ani.” I said confused. “Namjoon is here!” I smiled pointing at him. “Hyung, who are you talking to?” Namjoon asked. “Tae!” I said obviously. He just looked at me confused. “Hyung, Saranghae.” Jungkook said before walking off with Taehyung. “Wait! Don’t go!” I called out, but they soon faded before my eyes. 

 

I looked at Namjoon, he came over to me. “Gwenchana?” He asked. I shrugged. I was confused. I didnt know what was going on. “Hyung, Kookie…He’s in intensive care.” Namjoon told me. Tears began dripping. “Ani. Didnt you just see him, he just left with Taehyung.” I mumbled pointing to where they were a few seconds ago. “Jin-Hyung…I think you were Hallucinating…” He said sadly, helping me to stand up. I shook my head. “Aniya.” I said like he had told me something stupid.”Hyung…Taehyunggie…” I cut him off. “Ara. I know he’s dead.” I told him. “I’m not in denial.” He nodded slowly. “But…You saw him…” He replied softly. Tears dripped from my face. 

“Hyung…” He said softly, hugging me.


Hello, i know my cahp's are quite short, but i'll try and update quite often, so yh :) Hope you're enjoying the story, let me know what you think in the comments :) Hope you all had a great christmas :) 

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