I'm sorry
{마스크 ; mask } ❀ you don't know me. | {빵 ; zero} ✸ watch me do it. : thank you to the ones who stayed till the end of this journey! i'm sorry!Hello everyone!
I'm sorry for my absence. I haven't been around not because I lost interest in AFF anything like that, I just had a lot of stress in real life and a lot of difficult decisions I'm still in the middle of making. I'm starting to work, like real work nowadays, I don't know how to describe it better, but taking care of all life expenses, not being able to get a new computer yet, paying back my studies still, not sleeping enough because sometimes it's more than 60 hours per week and in the middle of all that still having to decide if I should do what I love but after awhile end up being unemployed or move to another city where I know no one and there is not even cinema there! or just work on something I'm not passionate about but live in a bigger city, still moving yes.
I didn't want to leave you all in the blank, because I know what you are all feeling, I've been through it, I hate it a lot, and now I hate myself for doing it to you all when you put a lot of effort for me. But honestly, I'm a mess nowadays. But I cannot keep you all waiting, I don't know when I'll work it all for the better, but right now, the best I can do for you all is, don't wait for me. I cannot handle anything more than I'm responsible for right now. If there is a way for me to repay you all, because really I hate this and I'm realy sorry, if I can do it, I will. I at being a writer honestly, but I can be a good reader if you allow me to, a really late one, but a goo
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