Hold Me Tight Tonight (Please)

Description

Primroses stand for eternal love, and Jaehwan could only laugh until he teared up.

Foreword

Hello!

Yes. I've fallen into the rabbit hole that is VIXX (No thanks to you, Meg, my lovely beta, yet horrible for wishing this pain upon my frail heart), and I've regretted it ever since.

Anyway. Here's my first contribution to the fandom! First of quite a few; this is the fourth Word document out of five (at the time of writing), but it is the one I finished first. Because logic.

And, really, precious Lee Jaehwan brought this upon himself after the Chained Up MV and his pictures (<-- I have another fic in the works, inspired by this very photo. In due time!). Thus, here we are! Hanahaki disease, anyone? <3

Update 20th of December: This fic now has a poster! And I am so happy with the result <3  As usual, huuuge thanks to Spotlight Posters - a highly skilled team of designers - for making this!

 

This fic is hypothetically set in canon, around Chained Up, but I’ve taken my liberties with real life events, et cetera. Just a heads up!

 

Word count: ~6.650

Warnings: I’m the author: Death, slight self-harm (Highlight to show spoilers/warnings)

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hanistar99 #1
I used to hate hanahaki stories because it is nonsense but not this story. Why it is too sad ㅠㅠ
bluepikachu #2
Chapter 1: How dare you.
KTsuki-chan #3
Chapter 1: Okay, I once again had the worst idea of the night, going through your fics after replying the comment and oh, os that a hanahaki disease story?? Let's go for it!!... what, did you really think it was going to end happily, ans you wouldn't be crying your eyes and all the 70% water of your body out?? I was being delusional...
Anyways, loved it to no end, really ;-;
Nightshade365 #4
Chapter 1: I don't know why I keep reading hanahaki stories...They break my heart and make me cry...but I still like it! O.o
And this is one of the best vixx fics I've read...the way you described ken's love for hongbin was BEAUTIFUL!!<3 THANKUU T.T
Miichiyeo #5
Chapter 1: The one time I read a hanahaki story, it was angsty and so heartbreaking that it felt like my soul broke a little. I avoided them after that because I was afraid nothing else could compare. I'll admit I didn't know this was a hanahaki story at first (my bad haha) but I'm so glad I didn't. This was just as, if not more, beautiful and heartbreaking, it leaves me feeling both sad yet incredibly warm. The way you described Jae-hwan's love for Hong-bin was so beautiful and pure; you are an amazing writer.

I would write more but I can never for the life of me write long comments because I just start repeating myself and sounding ridiculous. Just know your writing is absolutely incredible and made me cry.
Nikkichan96 #6
Chapter 1: My heart has effectively been crushed and stepped on. Mercilessly. I thought I'd never cry over a story because it was, after all, fictional.
I WAS SO WRONG.
And I can't even hate you because this is so beautiful. I guess I'll just go die in my lonely corner.
WHY.
musicbeat #7
Chapter 1: Sh#t man... I cried so hard. Should be asleep but looks like I won't get any. Wonderful wonderful story... could you perhaps write an epilogue to know the aftermath? Like did Wonshik tell Hongbin? How did Taekwoon and Hakyeon took the news? Hongbin? Did he love Jaehwan?
Maehem #8
Chapter 1: This is my second time reading a hanahaki fic and both had Hongbin as the object of affection, so I kind of had an expected ending. I'm really glad that your story took a different turn (even tho jaehwanie died ; ;)
I really like your writing approach. Your voice has this sort of calm feel that fits well w your angst. I dunno, I'm not good with critiques. Whatever it is you're doing, keep it up! :)
ZeroKun #9
Chapter 1: Hello' author nim! I'm new into vixx fanfics too and rn this is the bestest I've read! ddaebak! even if I like happy ending, drama works on me very well, ima drama lover kekekeke so, your end was dazzling. not that angsty (thanks god) and had the right match. ❤❤❤
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