Chapter 40
So into youKrystal's POV
"Don't leave me,STAY" I said as I watched her unconscious
Ugh...A-Amber
I closed my eyes and imagined her rubbing off all my tears and hugging me tightly...then I opened my eyes and went back to reality
It hurts so m-much seeing her with all these 'machines'
Her head was covered by a bandage
And her face was bruised
I reached her face with my hands,and slowly touched,caressed her cheek
"I will not allow you to leave me Amber...y-you p-promised that you will never l-leave me no m-matter what" I sobbed
As expected,no response.
Something Someone clicked in my mind.
Right,Jongin...how am I going to tell him about this?! He'll go crazy for sure...ugh
How am I going to tell him that his 'hyung' is recovered in an hospital too like his mom?!?
I rubbed all my tears and gulped, "I just have to be strong........for us Amber" I thought as I walked outside her room
Sigh
"So! How's Amber Soojung-ah?!" Jessica quickly asked me
I bit my lips and 'fell' on her, "S-She's....-"
"Yah Yah...stop crying. That doesn't solve anything" she whispered softly
"Yeah I-I know b-but-"
"Your unnie is right sweetie...everything it's going to be fine for sure" my father comforted me
God...I need your help
Jongin's POV
It's been such a long 'Sunday' and I feel so tired
Seulgi's image can't stop pooping in my mind...of how her eyes were shining,how her nose touched mine and how her lips brushed against mine
"Ugh...Calm Jongin Liu! Calm" I said as I calmed my self
I was finally near my house,when something caught my attention
It was a 'pool' of blood in front of the gate...what happened here?
I ignore it and made my way inside
*knock knock*
"..."
Silence
I opened hyung's room and saw that it was basically empty
Where are all the people here?
I walked around the house,and no one was here...
I'll just wait then
After 1 hour,suddenly someone called on my cellphone
*Baby don’t cry tonight jogeumeun eoullijanha
Nunmulboda challanhi bitn-*
"Hello?"
"H-Hey...Jongin-ah" A familiar voice whimpered
"Krystal n-noona??" I gasped
"Mh..."
"Why did you call??" I asked
She didn't replied at first,but then with all her strength,she managed to say "C-Come at the h-hospital,now t-the one where your mother is r-recovered. Take a c-cab and go at Saint. Mary's hospital"
"Why noona?"
I could feel her heavy breathing on the phone
What's with her today??
Without thinking,I did what she said,and made my way to the hospital
What does noona wants? Then why Seulgi was so weird when hyung's friend came? And where is Amber hyung?
Are they all connected with each other?
Mmhhh...I should just go there and see what happened
"Sorry miss,I'm looking for-" someone interrupted me
"Jongin-ah?" She weakly said
"Noona!" I shouted as I saw her standing in front of me
"Why did you call me noona?" I asked
She suddenly grabbed my wrist and made me follow her into a hallway full of rooms of different patients
Then she stopped in front of one room
"Why are we h-here n-noona? A-And where i-is h-hyung? She didn't c-came back after-"
"G-Go inside J-Jongin-ah" She sobbed,trying to not cry in front of me
"N-Noona? Why are you crying?!"
She smiled faintly and gestured to me to go inside
I felt so pressured by noona's action
What happened?
I 'gather' all my strength and opened the door
As soon as I opened it,I could feel my heart breaking into pieces,my legs shaking and my body getting heavier
"Hyung???!!!" I shouted and ran to her
I grabbed her hand and kissed it
"Hyung! Hyung! Wake up!" I said while shaking her
Nothing
"J-Jongin-ah! S-Stop!" Noona yelled and grabbed me from my waist,stopping me
"Hyung! You c-can't leave me" I said and felt my cheeks getting hotter and wet
Hyung...
I couldn't stop crying and yelling
It seems like the world just fell off my hand
"S-Stop J-Jongin-ah...stop" Krystal whispered while hugging me tightly
"N-N-Noona...w-what happened?! T-Tell m-me that h-hyung is g-going to be fine!"
She rubbed off my tears and bit her lips
She couldn't reply me...
I got out hyung's room with Krystal caressing my back
I saw a family coming towards us
I alredy saw that man
Is that Krystal's father?
"Soojung-ah!" He shouted
He got a really deep voice...
"D-Dad" she said while eyeing the ground
"H-Hi sir" I said while bowing
"You must be Amber's little brother"
I nodded, "Y-Yeah"
He suddenly snapped his fingers and circled my shoulders,like a father...an image that I alredy cancelled for years
"Why don't you come at our house during this period??" He suggested
I shook my head, "I-I can't a-accept it...I'm s-sorry s-sir"
He ruffled my hair, "Why?"
"I-I don't feel l-like to leave my h-house"
He nodded, "Okay,I will not force you if you don't want to,but remember that you can come whenever you want"
I bowed politely, "T-Thank you s-sir"
"S-Soojung-ah,we will head back home...is getting late-" her unnie (maybe) said
"I'll stay here,I'll follow you later..." She said
Her dad,mom and sister went away,leaving us
"J-Jongin...what are you going to do now?" She asked
"I-I sincerely d-don't know n-noona" I said and covered my face
"D-Don't y-you have s-someone to take c-care of you d-during this period?"
I shook my head, "N-No"
Sigh
I think God is giving me a chance to finally get closer to him...
My father
I think it's time to stop this war between father and son...I need to call him
I need someone to comfort me...I need an 'image' of a father.
And I swear...that I'll find the person that did this to you hyung.
A/N : small chapter as always :P what's going to happen now?? What do you think?? *rolling out again*
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