Amber's POV
     I slowly opened my eyes,while feeling hurt down to my legs
     I rubbed my eyes,and my sight got a bit more clear from before
     I was in my room,on the floor...

     *cough cough*

     I was coughing hard,I covered my mouth and...
     "This is blood" I said to my self
     My cheeks were red,and I have a scar on the edge of my forehead...I can cover it with my hair
     I stood up from the ground and limped out my room
     I quickly went to the bathroom,and searched for something to disinfect all my scars

     "OUCH!" It really hurts...
     All I could hear was my sobs
     After disinfecting,I grabbed a bandage to cover my legs
      I walked out the bathroom and quickly go back to my room
      I sat on my bed,thinking of my life...what did I do wrong? Why is she always angry at me?

      I grabbed a picture under my pillow...It was my mom's picture
      I've never met her...it must be my fault because of her death

      M-Mum,even if I've never met you,I-I m-m-miss you s-so much
      How I wish we could be together even for a second

-At school-
      "Let's go Jongin!" I shouted while waving at him
      "Coming" 
      While walking,he saw something strange in me
      He stopped and looked up at me
      "Does it hurts?" He asked while pointing at my legs
      My heart started to beat faster...This is the first time I've ever saw him caring for me
      "Why do you care?" I asked
      He pouted and I found it extremely cute
      "I don't care,let's go now stupid"
      "You should start to call me 'noona' Jongin"
      "No." He replied

      We were about to enter school,when suddenly I heard a familiar voice
      "Amber!!!"
      "Seulgi~ah!!!" I waved back
     She looked down and saw my legs...oops
      "Amber...tell me,did this happened because of your step-mother?"
      Jongin stared at me with his lost eyes,I slightly pushed him and said "Jongin,go to class,see you later"
      He didn't said anything,instead he did what I asked

      "Seulgi,what will you do today?"
      "Yah! Don't change subject! I'm asking why are your legs bandaged?"
      I bit my lips,and started to sweat
      "I FELL AGAIN! OKAY?!" I lied
      "How can you fall all the time?! I don't believe you Ambe-"

      *riiiiinnn driiiinn*

      The bell saved me!
      "O-Oh! Seulgi I have to go!!! See ya!"
      "Y-Yah! Amber!!!" 
      I ran away from her and quickly went to classroom.

      "Goodmorning class!"
      All my classmates stood up as soon as she stepped in
      I didn't want to stand up,because she might see...that (Y'all alredy know)
      "Amber,shouldn't you stand up with the others?"
     "Ehm..."
     She walked towards me,I started to shiver,and my sweat was cold
     She was almost near me but fortunatly someone came in the class
     "Miss,the principal wants to talk with you"
     "Okay,I'm coming"
     She eyed me for a moment,smiled and then walked out the class

     Sigh
 
     That was close! I should be more careful next time.

     *riiiiiinnnn driiiiinnn*

    School has finished!!! All the students came out their class and went out
    As always I went to my brother's class and picked him up
    
     "Jongin~ah! Let's go!"
     "I'm coming stupid" he replied while grabbing his backpack
     
     "Wait!!! Amber!!!"
     "Mh?" I turned my back and saw Seulgi running towards up
      "A-Amber,are you free today? My mom asked if you wanted to come home and have dinner with us!"
       "O-Oh..."

        I don't know if my step-mother will agree...I'm sorry Seulgi

       "So?"
       "I-I'm sorry S-Seulgi~ah,but I c-can't. I'm b-b-busy today"
       "O-O-Oh...o-okay,maybe the n-next time. Bye then"

       She looked disappointed... I'm sorry chingu
       "Jongin,kaja (Let's go)?"
       He raised his eyebrows and walked before me,he is fast. Aisshhh 
       "Yah! Don't walk too fast!!!"
       I was limping again,and my bandage was going to rip
       "Jongin!- AH!"
       I just fell on the ground
       He quickly ran back to me and checked if I was okay
       "Are you okay?!" He asked worriedly 
       I tried to smile in front of him and then I giggled "Wah...so you care for me"
        "Aniyo!"
        I stood up,I was still shaking
        The little one grabbed my arm and made it circle his little neck
        "H-Hey...don't need-"
        I saw tears in his eyes,I didn't know why...
        What's happening?
       I stopped and grabbed his shoulder "Jongin,what's wrong? Why are you crying?"
       He cried,and cried...even harder
       "I-I'm sorry A-Amber..."
       It was life the time stopped for a moment
       It was silent,and my heart pounded
       I ruffled his hair and smiled "Why?"
       "F-For t-t-treating you like t-this,I'm really sorry. I-It's just that I'm a-afraid of mom"
       "Don't worry okay?"
       He rubbed his eyes and for the first time smiled warmly at me
       "Okay hyung!"
       I raised my eyebrows and tered "H-H-Hyung?"
       Then suddenly I thought that maybe it's because I look like a boy...and besides he's the only guy in the house now,he need a role 'boy' model in his life,and I'LL BE THE ONE.
        "Is that okay for you-HEY!!!"
        I carried him and made him 'fly' 
        He spread his arms and laughed 
        "Enjoy?"
        "YEAAHHHH!!!! HYUNG FASTER!!!"
        "Okayyyy!!!" And I continued spinning him around 

        We arrived at home and Jongin quickly went to his room while I was preparing something to eat.
        "YAH! COME!"
        I limped to her and bit my lips
        What does she wants now?
        "YOUR F*UCKING TEACHER ASKED WHY ARE YOU WEARING BANDAGES ON YOUR LEGS!!! DON'T YOU F*UCKIN TELL ME THAT YOU TOLD HER ABOUT ME! YOU PIECE OF SH*IT,COME HERE-"
        She grabbed me by my shirt and threw me on the ground
        "YOU'RE JUST A D*ICK HEAD,JUST LIKE YOUR FATHE-"
        "MOM!!!! STOP HURTING HYUNG!!!!"
        
        It was Jongin...H-He came for me

        She let go of me and faced her son "Jongin,go in your room,cause I have to 'talk' with her-"
         He shook his head and hugged me tightly for the first time in my life
         "NO MOM! You will hurt her!!! Don't hurt my hyung!"
         "Hyung?! You are not even related to her Jongin! She's not part of our family-"
         "MOM! STOP! WHY DO YOU HATE HER SO MUCH?! WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS SO MEAN WITH HER?! WHY-PAP!"

          He grabbed his red cheek,my eyes widened when her own mother suddenly slapped him hard.

        He started to tear up,and finally cried...
        "I hate you mom! I hate you!!!"
        "Wait! Jongin!-"
        He ran in his room and locked it
        She placed her hand on her forehead and slowly walked to the kitchen and grabbed a glass of water.
          I tried to catch this chance,so I walked to my brother's room and knocked 

         *knock knock*

          "Jongin~ah"
 
         *knock knock*
         *Knock knock*
         *knock knock knoc-*

         He finally opened the door for me,his head was bent down,and her cheeks still red
         I walked in,looked around and suddenly I saw a bag on his bed
         I opened it and all his clothes were there!
         "H-Hyung..."
         "Mh?"
         "L-L-Let's go away from this place"
         I bent down my self and caressed his cheek
         "We can't...Or mom will die of heart attack...she will get really worried for you"
         "B-B-But-"
         "Shhhh...okay? Trust me,she loves you so so so much Jongin"
        He pouted and looked into my eyes
        "Now go outside,and say sorry" I suggested
        "Arasso." He replied and went out

       "My baby is so precious!!!" I suddenly heard
       I peeked at them and smiled 
       They are finally okay...
       I was going to return in my room but...

       *driiiiiinnnn*

       "Yeoboseyo (Hello)?"
       "H-Hi A-Amber"

       This voice...
                          Dad.

        "What do you want?" I said icily
        "I wanted to say sorry,What if I take you at my place? I live in a big apartment and-"
        
        I ended our call and I felt my cheeks wet
        I was crying...I couldn't stop
       "H-Hyung,why are you crying?"
       I slightly shook my head and ruffled his hair
        "It doesn't matter Jongin"
       
       I ignored him and walked in my room

       Dad,I miss you...