MARI'S POV.                                                                                                              

       Tears ran down my face as I placed down my last note I sent one to my teachers who cared the principle, my class my parents even though I'm pretty sure they wouldn't care they wont even find it until tomorrow and this note my last note that was for my I guess ex friends.

"hey I just wanted you guys to be happy so I decided to leave forever don't look for me cause you won't find me and I'll make sure of it and please tell my sister Amber that I love her thanks and even though you probably won't love Park. Ma Ri ~.~ ^.^ <3"

     I smiled softly & slowly as read it over again  I thought of my sister not my blood sister but a better sibling than my blood brother she loved me but was studying was studying abroad. otherwise she would have taken me in she'll be back in a few months though but I don't want her to see me. i don't deserve her so I've already made plans I'm going to a arts college on the other side of Seoul I tried out and surprisingly I was accepted they said it was because of my vocals and dancing

okay that's not important I thought as I grabbed my 2 suitcases that were filled with stuff that my friends and my ex did not buy me I quickly ran out leaving my whole life behind but not before I made sure every trace of me was gone even the pictures after that I called a cab and told him where to go  the cab driver saw me crying heavily and sobbing loudly and said "I see my nephew in you he came to our house crying sobbing saying he got kicked out of his house because he was you know and his parents didnt want him he begged on his knees to let him stay we did and hes like our second son  hope that will happen to you to" i smiled softly and reached into my wallet hidden in my pocket to pay the man "don't its on the house" he said in English i smiled and said "thank you thank you "  I got out right in front of my new house 

I looked at my decent  house and my room checked the time 8:36 might as well go to sleep need to be rested for my first day at my new college I'm  sad I'm  depressed  I don't need friends I don't need anyone I don't need to be hurt again I don't want to be hurt again I thought as the memories of my happy family,my best friends,my boyfriend came back all at on