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HVC's So-called DiaryI was chatting with seokmin hyung thru kakao in every chance we got. we want to talk about 'it' directly BUT HOW? we got a dozen of members so how can we talk, just the two of us, alone, without being interrupted by the others?
damn! it's not like we're criminals or something but why do I feel like this?
btw, yes, seokmin hyung knows. so....that time when we were summoned (ok I use the word 'summon' again here. are we satanteen now?) to call Jihoon hyung and cheol hyung in the studio, something felt so weird with the way seokmin hyung act.
turned out.....we're in the same situation
so...our conversation looks a little like this:
ME: hyung, since when
SM: I saw them
SM: k ss ng
SM: in their shared room
SM: not too long ago actually. when we just moved in to the new dorm. how bout u?
ME: saw them in jihoon hyung's studio
ME: then i cannot stop thinking abt those two
SM: at least you are a natural!
SM: i was so chicken i couldn't look at them in the eye at first! ;_;
ME: hyung this is why you need to chill out
SM: IM SUPER CHILL
ME: see?
seokmin hyung was in the middle of replying when [dramatic sound effects] seungcheol hyung dropped himself beside me. i switched app to gallery really quickly.
"yah are you guys texting each other?"
YES
gdi seungcheol hyung forever the sensible (what? Sensible?)
the fact is seokmin hyung actually sat RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME when we were chatting on katalk. seokmin hyung shook his head, showing his phone to cheol hyung with naver homepage on its screen.
"i was searching for our articles"
cheol hyung bought it then suddenly they talked about the comments on some article on the internet
and then i excused myself
(and did not forget to give seokmin hyung a hint to continue our convo earlier)
*
we're.....back in the practice room
to practice
of course
the comeback is right in front of our eyes
very nice
(no pun intended)
*
sleep is for the weak. who needs sleep when your comeback is only 3 days away? haha hahahhahahaha i don't regret the life i choose
i never fear death or dying
i only fear never trying
goddamnit did i just quote wiz khalifa??? did I????
ok im not in the right mind right now
and no. i'm not 'backspace'ing that. too tired to do so
we just finished practice, i'm outside jihoon hyung's studio right now, pressed against the wall, writing a freaking diary on my laptop. i cannot risk anyone to read this ya know. since this diary contains a lot of secret already. i'm not alone in this floor though, seungcheol hyung is sitting on that massage chair with his eyes closed. i cannot tell if he's asleep or nah. and jihoon hyung, as rare as it is, is not inside his studio. he is with mingyu hyung, checking something on gyu hyung's laptop. idk.
actually, manager hyung already dismissed us at 4 am, he said we can rest a bit until the sun is up
yes it's 4.15 am right now. i'm tired but i don't feel like sleeping anymore
today (or yesterday. whatever) is just like any other day. practice work practice work meeting etc etc
nothing is special except for my conversation with seokmin hyung
we managed to talk alone during break. we went to 7-11 (or was it ministop?) two blocks away, eating triangle kimbap while chatting casually
not casually but uh....
"so...only the two of us know about this" seokmin hyung started.
"yeah. i guess."
"i know that those two have a very special bond that nobody else in the group have. when i know that it's 'that kind' of special, i was surprised. of course who wouldn't. but i was relieved, i think. because....they look perfect for each other?"
and i cringed so hard when he said that. seokmin hyung laughed and slapped me in the back
"i'm sorry, hyung. couldn't help it"
"it's okay. it's cringey i know"
"continue then"
"but really, i'm serious about them being a perfect match. and no! hansol don't cringe! listen to me! i admit that i'm kinda jealous when i caught them talking with their eyes. it's fascinating you know? and sometimes i saw them sitting side by side against the practice room's mirror, not talking, but somehow i could feel how comfortable they are with each other's presence. that even talking isn't needed cz well, there is nothing new to learn as they already understand each other"
seokmin hyung said more than that, but those are the best i can remember.
"hansol, you remember when they got 'married' during predebut?"
and i felt like i got slapped in the face
"OH MY GOD! I FORGOT! I thought it was a joke so I never take it too seriously! I won't remember if you don't bring it up!"
"Well, it was a joke. of course. don't be a fool. but.....well, i don't know. i feel like, seungcheol hyung has always been in love with him since forever"
i cringed (again)
"how do you know that..... he is in love with jihoon hyung?"
"oh, believe me. the way cheol hyung looks at him is just obvious. but he is smart, he controls himself very well when there are cameras around"
".......so does jihoon hyung"
"that hyung......is crazy good! like super good! he manages his emotion very well that i want to make him some kind of image guru"
"what the hell is that"
seriously what the hell is ‘image guru’
"oh trust me hansol, he is the best in the group. i still wonder how can he hide 'himself' very well"
"me too, hyung. it is true that they are being themselves in front of the camera, but there is still a certain wall that they know they should never cross. for me, LOL fans already know how much of a random guy i am. i don't really build walls tho"
"but perfection is only a myth, hansol. you know what? i saw cheol hyung caressing jihoon hyung's cheeks the other day"
how could seokmin hyung say that very calmly? (and didn't cringe on top of that). i'm still wondering.
"really? when? where?"
"not too long ago. cultwo show recording, when we just finished the photo session. only for a short second tho, but still..."
then there was a silence
"you know, i always find myself aware of their moment together. even before that incident in the studio. whether it's a low quality moment like standing beside each other or something like holding hands in secret"
"you saw them holding hands?"
"yeah. between practice"
"hansol?"
"what?"
"you realize that we are currently gossiping about our own members right?"
"this is called sharing, hyung. don't say 'gossiping'"
seriously seokmin hyung -_- gossip?
half true though
*
it's barely 10 am and wonwoo hyung, who is currently staying at his parents' house, suddenly left a message on our groupchat
"GUYS! I found a fanfiction blog on Tistory!!"
REALLY HYUNG????
OUT OF ALL THINGS??
i guess he wanders a lot on the internet since he's got a lot of free time. but... fanfiction??
YJH: is that supposed to be important?
HJS: oh so you finally reached the weird part of the internet
KMG: actually it's on the NORMAL part of the internet
KSY: fanfiction is normal for idol group tho
LC: share with us, hyung!
CSC: NO THANKS! keep it to yourself!
LJH: so you finally moved to electronic novel
JWW: hell no i'm still reading books
JWW: and what the heck is electronic novel??
LSM: i read one and that was......weird...i guess
WJH: spill the tea!
LSM: i got paired with lovelyz kei sunbaenim
BSK: HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
LSM: so.... the story was set after our mubank stage
CSC: stop it seokmin!
LSM: then she said she will help me loosen up. because i was so tense during our stage
YJH: WE DONT NEED TO KNOW THAT!
LSM: [link]
XMH: what's that?
WJH: open the link, myungho
CSC: DON'T!
LSM: [link]
JWW: [link]
[lee jihoon left the group]
BSK: "BREAKING NEWS! Seventeen's composer, vocal team leader, producer, writer, Woozi, left the group because he got paired with BUMZU in fanfiction"
KMG: BUMZU HYUNG?
CSC: BUMZU HYUNG??
BSK: open the link!!
HVC: EW WHAT THE HELL
HJS: VERNON! DAB!
YJH: stop being so random
BSK: DAB
KSY: DAB
LSM: DAB
WJH: DAB
[choi seungcheol invited lee jihoon to the group]
[lee jihoon joined 'SVT VERY NICE']
BSK: WELCOME BACK
CSC: practice room. now.
JWW: later
CSC: now!
CSC: oh, sorry wonwoo
JWW: no problem
KMG: how dare you, hyung
KMG: that's so insensitive of you
JWW: i said no problem
KMG: you are being too nice
CSC: kim mingyu. practice room. fast.
CSC: where are you guys? sherlock! now!
HVC: sherlock??
CSC: share location. sherlock. makes sense right
HVC: punchline man
YJH: seriously?
HJS: i'm in the toilet
YJH: otw from 7-11
LSM: otw from GS 25
KMG: seokmin that place is like kilometers away from here
HVC: in front of cheol hyung
LJH: already here
WJH: massaging chair
XMH: already here
CSC: wen junhui you still have time for a freaking massage??
WJH: :-D
KSY: i thought practice won't start until 1 pm? it's 10.10 am
KSY: HEY WAIT
KSY: WHAT TIME IS IT??
KSY: ten hour ten minute
HVC: ten hourS ten minuteS
LC: hyung, will you stop?
WJH: right. why now cheol hyung?
CSC: emergency call :-( sorry guys
WJH: :'(
CSC: T_T
today is just another normal day
believe me
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