Wedding bells ring
And gypsies playing
Three hundred of his wedding guests
Is hiding him from me

Whitens o blizzard
Blow wedding palaces
With the greatest sinner
Let him be replaced.

Let the greatest blizzards, oh Lord
Apple on the roof
Never got to hit.
Wedding rings
Let drunken godfather to lose,
Let’s never nobody loves him

Wedding bells ring
And gypsies playing
When he is the happiest
Let this moment be the thought of me

Whitens o blizzard
Heart let froze
Let the bridal bouquet
In his hands dies

Luis- blizzard, translated, edited lyrics
This will be the song which will remind me on this moment, when I thought I was dreaming the most beautiful dream in my life, when I kissed him and when I forgot that tomorrow we will again be the strangers who hurt each other.

‘’Thank you for this evening and for reminding me on beautiful period in our life’s when we were happy together, and when I was flattering just by looking at you. Thank you for allowing me to kiss you and to touch you like in the most beautiful dreams. Thank you for still existing in deep part of soul of this man I kissed. My love, my lost world. No matter my heart is broken again thank you. Thank you for giving me the illusion that you love me, at least on moment.

Jiyong POV

I was on celebration to my friend’s house and I was trying to fill myself in other people’s presence. I was trying so hard to enjoy that from somebody else’s view it looks pity. But at least I was trying as more as I am capable. I looked at all those people and when my semi close friend whom I know it made few times bad rumors about me came and talked about him, I smiled on force and I talked like it was something passed, like he doesn’t exist in my life anymore on the same way he still exist. I talked the truth, how much he hurts me even now, talking about other boys. He had even no shame to ask me to meet him with other boys I know. He blackmailed me, to get marry for him in order to let out my carrier but I refused because he was obviously playing with me. Honestly as hard I was loving him still, this man who had texted me few days ago I hate the most. Because this person is the evilest person.

No matter how much I tried to laugh with them and to even imagine me and some other boy together in relationship and to intentionally feel gross, I felt empty but still free because in the same time I was free from the man I love and hate the most.

My painful starring at selling and talking nonsense was interrupted with message from my friend I love to hang out because I gain so huge support from him. There was the story that Seungri when he broke up with me that he even tried to flirt with him but that he send him to the hell because of me, because it was not even a moth passed from our break up. He still have same opinion of him as the worst thing on the earth because of that pain he gave to me even 4 months passed from the this painful mind-blowing breakup. He was calling me out with other his friend in some club to get party. I was partying yesterday night and it was cool but my intoxicated body was dying for rest because all my day was dynamic and I even didn’t get to eat properly and I felt stars every single minute blasting in front of my eyes. I said yes because I loved to go out with him and because of course I knew that Seungri will gonna be there for sure, with this stupid friend of him, who is ugly as , but still sending messages of flirt to every living human being on Earth to try to get laid. Gross.
I succeed to get out and to excuse myself at 10 o clock and I know that I am gonna come late but I did not get worry at all, because I loved the feeling when you are coming and when everyone is waiting for you. The best.

These days were really hot; even I got my lizard out on fresh air. It was blessing no matter it is deep November. I read somewhere that Saturday night will fell snow but I did not believe it at all, it was just too hot for this. But it got surprised me completely when I was putting some make up to cover my black circles under eyes from yesterday partying. I accidentally look through the window and saw the blizzard greatest than ever. I thought that I was dreaming but it was true. Snow was falling like some sing from the god to me. It was falling so hard and every snowflake was big, really big. Like even god was trying to prevent me to go but I promised it to my friend and I wanted to go, and I called a taxi to come in front of my house. I chatted with taxi driver a bit while I was looking at the road. It was so hard blizzard that it was surprising to see.  I came quickly in front of club and I went inside but on enter of the club there was my friend waiting for me with big smile. I hugged him really hard and smiled; I did not saw him for so long. I came to the table where other friend was sitting and my friend hugged me and said the sentence which pierced me in moment.
-He is here, behind you.-He said and I pretended like I did not saw him, I intentionally looked at wrong side when I got the text. I looked at my cellphone and saw the well-known number. I deleted Seungri from my contact list but I still know his number, he wrote to me part of lyrics of one song I loved to sing to him:
I am not even meter far from you, but you don’t see me, and don’t hear me.
I froze but smile o