"Am I wrong if I dont tell you that I love you? Am I wrong if I keep all my love right here, inside my heart? Am I wrong?

I decided to not telling you that I love you. I just have no courage to say that stuff. I'm a girl, so I cant do that thing. I never let you know what I'm feeling to you, so I think it's okay if you love another girl.

But . . Do you thing that I'm okay when I see you with her?

I'm not gonna be okay with it.

Even I wanna cry in front you and her, then I can tell both of you that I'm hurting. I never been fine with you when you were with her.

That day, you looked so enjoy all of her touch on your body. You looked like you give her all of your affection. I was done that day. Did you see me?? I was in front of both you. I was hurting and I was sick.

But who am I? I cant tell you to stop. I  cant tell you to go away from her. Who am I?

There are so much stories that make me hurt. When I see you with her, I'm just done with you.

I decide to give up on my love for you. Slowly, I take my step backward. I try to go from you. But sometimes there's so many things that remind me of you. 

I tell myself to stop loving you. But I'm still trying. . 

I never put a name in my prayers, but I put your name. I never begged someone to make him mine, but I beg you yo be mine. I never told you that I love you, okayy. . That's my fault. But could I ask you something?? Please get away from her. 

I'm selfish may be, I'm sorry

Please dont hurt my heart. This heart is belong to you. No one here in my heart but you. I never make a special place in my heart, it was made for you. 

From the bottom of my heart, I Love You

Your bestfriend who crush on you - Kim Yumi"

This is a letter from my bestfriend. She left me yesterday. She went to another country for some years. I never knew that she loved me, so I loved another girl. I know she's a kindhearted girl. Why was I so stupid? Why did I not know that she loves me? I ever loved her, but I was affraid to tell her. I just did not want to broke our friendship. If I knew what she felt for me, I would tell her what I felt to her. I will wait for her to be back. That day, I will tell her that I love her. And that day I will tell her 'I am sorry' for hurting her.

I take this letter in front of my chest. 

"Yumi-ahh from the bottom of my heart I also love you so much. I will be waiting for you to tell you 'I love you' and I swear that I will marry you, my bestfriend" I make a promise inside my heart.