11/15/15

Dear diary,

Sorry if I haven't wrote for  like four years? Well, anyways a lot of things happened within those years and I got to say that last year was the most complicated year, but also the greatest one. Do you remember the dork I keep writing about? Yeah, the one name Sehun. His name is Sehun, right? Haha. Kidding aside well that dumbo best friend of mine turned out to be the love of my life.

It's a very long story. But it turned out that I've been in love with Sehun all the time. Guess this was the reason why I keep on messing his dates up. I remember when we were in high school, I found out that Sehun asked out this girl, Naeun, I immediately told Jiyoung to tell Naeun that Sehun had another girlfriend…. Pretty evil and childish of me. Huh?

But anyways, I want write that I'm very thankful of him. He's the sole reason why I am still here, it took me a long time to finally realize that it's him, it's always been him. I practically won't even know what to do without Sehun. Yes, he's irritating, stubborn, mean, BUT he cares for me, he's passionate, sweet, he does all this crazy things for me and he makes me smile like no other. I love him so much. And I know that I haven't done much for him as much as he did for me, so, this time around I'll make sure to protect him with all my heart and being. I'll love him like I've never love before.

I don't want to lose Sehun, my love, my dork, my stupid, my best friend and my eter