Sick

I wonder why they call me Sick

Is it because I have a serious disease?

But nah maybe they don't have any names to pick

Or it's because my heart is shattered into pieces?

 

It was a Sunny day

And I'm on the sofa choosing a song to play

I want to calm myself

From the yesterday's pain that I've felt

 

I want to forget what I saw

But every song I play reminds me of you

I can't do anything but burst into tears

Because of your lies that keeps on playing into my ears

 

You said you want to stay with me forever

But in just a blink of an eye we're over

You said we need to trust each other

I did but I just suffer

 

I was walking at the park

And saw you kissing another girl that makes me shock

I don't know how to react

It feels like I was stab by a knife on my back

 

I run as fast as I can

But my knees was trembling because of what happen

I ask myself what's wrong

I just heard a voice that tells me to be strong

 

Before, you always put a smile on my face

Your arms, to my body that embrace

But now pain is what you see in my eyes

And my heart that dies

 

Someone approach me

And ask me if my heart was free

I just ignore what he said

Cause I know this heart of mine was dead

 

Because of you I can't look for someone else

And if I did my frozen heart will melts

I am really sick

Sick of all s

 

Tired of crying

Crying for nothing

And now my heart is a whole

I can't let anyone to make a hole

 

Dumb to say I love you's

Cause no one takes it serious

Maybe I can love again

And if that happen it will never be a vain