Everything is white like pure white.

I try to blink a couple times with my eyes.

The white stays.

What happened? Am I dead? I don’t know. But I’m not scared.

The white looks so pretty. I can even feel it against my skin it feels so soft, like a feathers.

Behind me is even more white but it looks different darker with gray cracks on the surface.

It’s almost looks like something is waiting for me something I need   to let go first.

Suddenly memories flash me by a car, laughing girls, a fight and a dark tunnel.

Even a gun but I just can’t place everything together.

It’s like I’m watching a movie  and I suddenly fell in the middle of a scene.

Out of nowhere I here whispering.

I have waited for you. The words are coming from far away I think.

The others are already gone I hear the voice sayThe whispering I can hear behind my ear it sends shivers down my spine.

You’re all alone.

I feel something warm my forehead. Skin on skin.

Then I hear somebody scream, it sounds awful but wait is it me who is screaming?

The white disappears into thin air, and I feel sad al of a sudden.

My hands try to catch the white but slips through my fingers like thin air and I feel like I am falling from the sky.

And with a then I feel that I’m face down on the hard cold ground.

I try to catch my breath but because of the impact I can’t.

I open my eyes maybe