where Suho contemplates his trainee days, leading up to the total disappearance of ot12. 

ever since he stepped foot into the SM building, Kim Junmyeon has fed on hope, binging on high expectations of himself and handing his faith to the people around him. 

So what did Kim Junmyeon do when 12 members became 11, 11 became 10, and 10 became 9? What happens when all his brothers leave him?

See, that's the addictive, pulsing thing about hope. It eagerly fills you up, touching every single nerve in your body  

And then it just drops you down, like a puppet hanging by a fine thread.

Kim Junmyeon, was that puppet .

And boy, did he fall hard.