Kyungri x Sungah

I was thrilled.

A tad bit confused about this newfound feeling,

from when I first saw you.

Mesmerized,

as I saw you for the first time.

My worries, doubts,

vanished.

I couldn't help but smile,

for you are the epitome of beauty.

No one could compete with you,

truly.

Whenever I see you,

my heart beats against my ribcage violently.

Oh, you take my breath away.

You scare the monsters in my head away.

Light-headed,

the cat caught my tongue.

I'm speechless,

for there are no words that can define your beauty.

Call me crazy,

but I'm crazy for you.

Your flaws,

your scars,

they're all imperfect in a perfect way.

I know it's cheesy,

but I just want you to understand.

You seem fragile,

though I know you're strong.

For you remained alone as you trusted no one

that surrounded you.

My heart sunk when you said

that you remained lonely.

My eyes were filled with concern,

and I was genuinely worried.

You couldn't see it,

but I care for you.

Who is going to be there for you

when you are at your lowest?

When you want to spill everything out,

but to whom?

When the only thing that can spill,

are your tears?

When there is no one

to lend a shoulder

to cry on?

When there is no one

to lend an ear

to listen to your problems?

Let me be the one.

Let me pick up the broken pieces.

You might have a few friends,

I'd like to be one of them too.

I don't mind listening to your rants,

I don't mind if my shirt gets drenched,

with your tears.

I don't mind if you're silent,

 and you just need company.

I don't mind if it means

that you'll lash out at me.

Let it out

Cry it out.

Scream at me.

I don't mind if I'm just your friend,

because I'd do anything,

anything at all,

to make you smile over, and over again.

Use me,

break me,

as long as I'm helping,

I know that I'm mending.

Wake me up at 3AM,

the weirdest times,

I don't mind.

Sweetheart.

When the monters haunt you,

when your own thoughts scare you.

I'll drape you with sweet nothings,

I'll listen,

talk,

till you fall asleep.

Till they stop haunting.

Till I know that I've protected you.

Till I know that I've scared them away.

Your presence makes me feel like a mess,

though I'm grateful.

For you bring me happiness,

too.

Waiting patiently for the day,

the day that I will be able to embrace you.

Drape you with my warmth,

even if you still think of me as a friend.

I want to be the closest one,

the best.

The one you trust,

other than the rest.

Call me stupid,

but I'm a fool for you.

Take advantage of me,

it might be damaging me, but your smile,

your happiness,

is worth my time

Though you are a criminal,

for you have committed a crime.

You steal my heart.

That now beats for you,

and you only.

So let me ask you,

"How have you been?"

"Will you let me in?"

I fancy you.

For you are the belle.

Oh, you keep me enthralled.

A rose you resemble.

You intrigue me with your goregeousness,

as I pry in deeper,

though your thorns might tear me

into pieces.

I don't need stitches.

Catch me as I fall.

As I fall into a void,

the void that is you.

I'll keep you safe,

I'll hold you tight.

Till you find the person that is right,

that is better than me,

that will be the reason,

that you're smiling idiotically.

Forgive me.

For being an idiot.

For believing in such dreams.

Forgive and forget,

or

resent and remember.

I keep my words,

that I have never regret,

every single second

that I've spent,

with you.

Who said that you're one in a million?

You're so much better than that.

Though the affection may never be returned to me.

For I have never confessed,

and you may reject,

you probably will.

The soicety scares you in every way.

Please.

Oh, please,

remember,

that I have always wanted to be there,

through  your darkest times.

Remember,

that whenever I gaze at you,

I admire you.

Remember,

that I don't mind being an option.

Remember,

that what people say, think,

doesn't matter if we're in love.

If,

we're both in love,

with each other.

Reality is harsh,

for I will never be able to have you.

Though I will never give up,

I'll remain selfish,

and I'll find my way back to you.

Remember,

that I love you,

eversince the first time we've met,

my love for you hasn't died yet.

   Yours Truly,

Kyungri

 

 

 

 

-/-/-/-

-Problematic-

Is this too angsty for a start? >v<

I'm sorry.

I love you all <3

Keep smiling~

The next chapter is coming in fast.

Comments and concerns are appreciated.

Much love.

-Problematic-