Title: Don't know what to say

Album: Hurricane Venus

Year: 2010

After JYJ left  SM...

English Translation

This moment may be our last,
Can you feel the distance that is as great as the emptiness in my heart?
Why weren't we able to be more honest with each other?
I guess our unnecessary pride makes it lethargic

Don’t know what to say now 
Because of the countless thoughts 
Don’t know what to say now (Nothing to say now) 
These words linger on my lips
Will we be able to love like our past, like our first, as if nothing happened?
I just don’t know what to say now

If we had backed up one step, 
it wouldn't have came to this,
not because of fault but because of selfishness 
It's too late to turn back what happened 

Don’t know what to say now
I can't utter a word,
Don’t know what to say now
A sigh represents my feelings,
Will we be able to love like our past, like our first, as if nothing happened?
I just don’t know what to say

Because it may be a regret, because it may be a scar,
I can't say even a word,
Because it hurts, because I'm scared,
I don't wanna hurt because I loved you

Don’t know what to say now
You know that we can’t fix it again 
I don’t know what to say now
I just don’t know what to say

Don’t know what to say now
Because of the countless thoughts (I can't think of anything)
Don't know what to say now
these words linger on my lips (even at this moment that may be our last)
I can't even express my own feelings,
Because the numerous memories won't let me go
I just don’t know what to say now
I don’t know what to say now

Boa POV (My interpretation)

You left me without saying anything... and now im soo speechless

its not that i didnt know you were in a difficult situation... its that i didnt know you would really leave

so now im writting this song for you

we may not be able to see each other anymore but ill know you're still gonna listen to my song and understand what i have felt for you

This moment may be our last,
Can you feel the distance that is as great as the emptiness in my heart?
Why weren't we able to be more honest with each other?
I guess our unnecessary pride makes it lethargic

we didnt want to bother each other for our own problem...

i didnt tell you how hard life was in America because i didnt want you to be worried about me when you have soo much things do to..

I think the same thing happens to you too...you didnt want to bother me with your problem with SM,,,

We have our own pride and doesnt want the other person to see it (to let him/her know that we are weak)..

Don’t know what to say now 
Because of the countless thoughts 
Don’t know what to say now (Nothing to say now) 
These words linger on my lips
Will we be able to love like our past, like our first, as if nothing happened?
I just don’t know what to say now

when you left i didnt have a single thought

i know what you have been through but still couldnt suppport you

on one side were you and on the other side was the company who has bring me to who i am now

i wanted us to stay the same but i guess too many things happens...

If we had backed up one step, 
it wouldn't have came to this,
not because of fault but because of selfishness 
It's too late to turn back what happened 

if you didnt fill up the lawsuit and i didnt retweet junsu tweet will everything be the same ?

how can you be soo selfish and not tell anything to me...

i thought i was your bestfriend...

its been over a year now... im back to korean but things can turn back

Because it may be a regret, because it may be a scar,
I can't say even a word,
Because it hurts, because I'm scared,
I don't wanna hurt because I loved you

i dont know what to say now

if i say something im scared im goona hurt you

i hope you can put yourself in my shoes too..

its hard for me as well...