I'm sorry for not uploading faster but I was working on a drawing, I drew Jackson but wasn't too happy with the result. Anyways I think this is the longest chapter ever. So please enjoy and leave a comment cuz I'm kinda running out of ideas haha 

Jaebum P.O.V.

   "I don't like Jackson but I truly believe that you should talk to him and try to fix things" I hope he doesn't notice the slight tremor in my voice. My heart will beat out of my chest, I know they will know the truth sooner or later but I rather they know later than sooner. I told him to talk to Jackson but I deeply desire for them to just end this, and the guilt gnaws at my soul because I know these thoughts are wrong and selfish. 

   "I can't hyung." Bambam looks tired, and very pale. I know this situation has been draining all of us and this makes me fell bad because I'm their leader and I should be able to fix this but I can't because he's involved. I want to yell at him, and tell him to just break up with Jackson because it's obviously only creating pain for all of us, but I don't. 

   "And why can't you?" I ask instead of yelling. 

   "I broke up with him" he whispers with his hands over his face. He seems to lose all fight he had and just remains hunched against the table, unmoving. I shuffle close to him but what do I do. I was never good at giving any emotional help. But regardless of this I move closer and I pull him into a hug. My heart clenches painfully in my chest as I feel his tears against my shirt. And even after staying in this same position for more than I can remember I don't move because I know he needs me. 

Jackson P.O.V. 

   We came back and we watched the movie Mark didn't ask anything so I didn't say anything either. I didn't mention the kiss or my desperate words not even when we left to sleep. I didn't say anything because I'm not too sure as to what I would say. Because how will I answer his questions when I don't know the answers myself. If I tell him that BamBam broke up with me he will think he was something like a rebound and that's not it. I really love Mark, at least as my best friend because that's the only thing he was only a couple of weeks ago. And I don't want him to hate me as BamBam does, I don't think I could take so much in a week. 

*Flashback* 

   "Hey Bammie" I jump into the couch were I find him watching some weird show on tv. The other guys left to... They left somewhere, not sure where to be honest. Why s he mad at me? Like he would stop being so weird, because I have not done anything to upset him. 

   "Why aren't you with Mark? I thought you enjoyed his company so much more than being with me" he answers obviously still mad for some stupid reason.
   "Stop acting so childish. I already told you that even if the whole world is in love with me I will never leave you." I say with a pout because I don't understand why he's acting like this. If I told him about Mark was because I didn't want any problems between us but wow guess what happened problems in our relationship. Yay! Good job Jackson. 

   "I don't care what you said because I'm sure the moment someone better comes up you will leave me. Because the only thing you care about is being the center of attention f