I tried to keep my cool after realizing it was Kim Taeyeon that i saw. But i couldn't resist to look at her in every chance that i got. She looks so beautiful and intimidating in real life. I later found out that her mother is going to have a liver surgery later that day.    As my eyes kept roaming the room between my grandma and kim taeyeon, the nurse came in and applied eyedrop on my grandma's eye. She said the surgery is going to take place an hour later. The nurse closed the bed curtain that separated the beds. Dang. I couldn't see her anymore now.    An hour has passed and the nurse came in to bring my grandma to the operation room, when i pass by the bed besides, it is no longer occupied. I felt so disappointed that i might no longer be able to see her.    As the surgery is going to take place for 2 hrs, i decided to go to the hospital cafeteria. As i was queue-ing for a cup of coffee, the girl in front of me dropped her coins and as i was done picking it up for her, we made eyecontact again.  This time round my heart felt like it almost exploded.    "Thank you!", she said.  I blinked twice before i stuttered, "ah yeah no worries at all."  She looked at me for a brief moment and gave a small smile before she walked away. I sighed and proceeded to order my drink. As i've gotten my drink, i decided to find a seat at the outdoor side of the cafe. It was surprisingly vacant and only one seat is being taken. I decided to head over the corner table and i was seated face-to-face with that girl. And it turned out to be her again. Kim Taeyeon. Seriously, at this point of time, she's going to think that i am one of her stalker. Luckily she didn't (i guess) as she only briefly looked at me before looking away when i sat down.    There were many things going on my mind as i was contemplating on whether to approach her or not. I am a fan of her afterall